Thursday, December 17, 2009
i can't believe i just break down so easily upon seeing his name. i thought i got over it. but now i saw his name cos he tagged at someone's blog which i know. i can't believe i just break down. i can't believe it was so hard to breathe when the memories flow back to me in my head. i can't believe he tagged at samantha's blog. i m scared i m so scared that he will eventually find me. please,don't. i am begging you. please don't remember me. please don't ask anything about me. please don't ever find me. i just managed to cover all my sadness from everyone. please don't come and expose me. please don't let those memories come back to me. despite all of this begging,i realise that i really miss you.
i guess i forgot to breathe whenever u look at me.
hello people :)
just watched another ep of 海派甜心,but i still think 下一站，幸福 is better :D
i still left one more chap of maths homework n i just did 3 jian bao.
wonder if i can finish it. :(
last night while i was reading new moon, songlin suddenly sms me n wish me happy birthday -.-
n it was going to b 17 dec?! but eventually i m so kind n forgive him haha. anyway my main point is i m going to finish new moon -.- still at the climax whr bella n alice are going to find the stupid edward who thought bella was died n went to commit suicide.
still a great book. :) i m glad i brought the whole set :)
minshi just called me n told me thr might b an outing on 24 dec but i m not sure whether i can go or not cos mom says she is going to ground me if i go out without doing finish my homework. :(
i dun wan to be grounded.. :(
hello people :)
just watched another ep of 海派甜心,but i still think 下一站，幸福 is better :D
i still left one more chap of maths homework n i just did 3 jian bao.
wonder if i can finish it. :(
last night while i was reading new moon, songlin suddenly sms me n wish me happy birthday -.-
n it was going to b 17 dec?! but eventually i m so kind n forgive him haha. anyway my main point is i m going to finish new moon -.- still at the climax whr bella n alice are going to find the stupid edward who thought bella was died n went to commit suicide.
still a great book. :) i m glad i brought the whole set :)
minshi just called me n told me thr might b an outing on 24 dec but i m not sure whether i can go or not cos mom says she is going to ground me if i go out without doing finish my homework. :(
i dun wan to be grounded.. :(
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Monday, December 14, 2009
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
hello!
i m back frm celebrating baocai's birthday n 2moro is going to be edeline's birthday
n 6 days later will b my birthday! woohoo!
woke up this morning feeling very tired..then ate breakfast n watched another ep of 下一站,幸福
now i m alr at ep 10 which i only started watching 2 days ago.
i think the storyline is very similar to 'Save The Last Dance for Me', except tat this is a taiwanese version. still, it's very nice :D
then prepare lunch for sis but forgot my lunch n went to JP to meet the others
reached thr around 1.30pm n the others were playing arcade.
ppl went today: zhikai,dennis,baocai,yeesiang,chenfeng,kina,steph,sharmaine,me
played arcade n was surprised to noe tat jp de arcade actually have neoprints *winks*
then we took neoprints but the neoprints were small(cos got 9 ppl) so cannot post up here cos it will b damn small.
then we went to the basketball court below weiting's house to play basketball but the ground is wet cos it rained.
then we played murderer at the voit deck n then when to play bball again when the rain stop then weiting came along.
then play then i don feel like playing le then went back to the voit deck to play cheat with chenfeng n yeesiang n weiting n baocai.
after tat i went home :D
13 dec i m going to celebrate my bday with minshi n ppl :D
i miss them but i m going to see everyone very soon! this sun :)
14 dec is choir outing n i m only allowed 3h. :(
15 dec is my bday n i m going out with 205 ppl to celebrate :DD
next sat i m going to go out with weiting to bugis to shop shop! :DD
i m back frm celebrating baocai's birthday n 2moro is going to be edeline's birthday
n 6 days later will b my birthday! woohoo!
woke up this morning feeling very tired..then ate breakfast n watched another ep of 下一站,幸福
now i m alr at ep 10 which i only started watching 2 days ago.
i think the storyline is very similar to 'Save The Last Dance for Me', except tat this is a taiwanese version. still, it's very nice :D
then prepare lunch for sis but forgot my lunch n went to JP to meet the others
reached thr around 1.30pm n the others were playing arcade.
ppl went today: zhikai,dennis,baocai,yeesiang,chenfeng,kina,steph,sharmaine,me
played arcade n was surprised to noe tat jp de arcade actually have neoprints *winks*
then we took neoprints but the neoprints were small(cos got 9 ppl) so cannot post up here cos it will b damn small.
then we went to the basketball court below weiting's house to play basketball but the ground is wet cos it rained.
then we played murderer at the voit deck n then when to play bball again when the rain stop then weiting came along.
then play then i don feel like playing le then went back to the voit deck to play cheat with chenfeng n yeesiang n weiting n baocai.
after tat i went home :D
13 dec i m going to celebrate my bday with minshi n ppl :D
i miss them but i m going to see everyone very soon! this sun :)
14 dec is choir outing n i m only allowed 3h. :(
15 dec is my bday n i m going out with 205 ppl to celebrate :DD
next sat i m going to go out with weiting to bugis to shop shop! :DD
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
hello people.
today i m stuck at home cos of my sis. -.-
something happened yesterday n i m here to rant anyway.
yesterday i told my mum tat i m going out on thurs cos got choir comm meeting & eat with edeline at vivo n my mum told me to take my sis along. like wat the hell? then i say no i don wan n she tell me tat i only can leave the house for 3 hours n like wat the fuck she wans me to do in 3 hours lah?! 1h go vivo 1h come back then only left 1h to discuss n eat? wat the hell is she thinking anyway? lucky outing with min shi is on a sun so nvm cos sun dad is at home to take care of sis. but choir outing is on mon n she expects me to go thr for only 3hs? this is the first choir outing ever since i joined NHchoir n she wans me to go for only 3hs? actually is 1h to be exact-.- n tues is my birthday n for once in my life i wan to go out with weiting to celebrate my birthday n she only gives me 3hs? i have never asked for much,only to let me have the freedom to be with my friends n 2009 is the last year tat i will b same class as weiting n she only gives me 3h? actually if i m going to bugis then i would oso only have 1h left. N MOREOVER IT IS MY 14TH BIRTHDAY. exactly how long she wans to control my freedom?! i m 14 this year alr n going to be 15 next year. i m not a small kid anymore. just because of my sis i have to sacrifice my freedom? who do u think she is? in my heart now, MY FRIENDS HAS A HIGHER PLACE THAN MY SIS. as if like u dunno like dat -.-
then i so angry n then ask weiting whether can change the outing on my birthday to next weekend n then i realise weiting actually have the same plight as me,just dat is not tat she needs to take care of her bro but is because of her mother who dun let her out. i talked to her n complain to her haha. tat's wat friends are for :) she persuade me to calm down but i was still angry. :@ it was 10 plus at night n then weiting went to sleep. i watch the tv on my own n suddenly thought of korh. if korh is in singapore,then he will chat with me when no one is awake cos korh often sleeps very late haha. but he is not :(
i miss korh. other than korh,i didn't know who to talk to cos it was very late. i cried.
ok i m done ranting.
i try to recall those memories but then i realise they have became so faraway, so vague.
because the memories have faded. of you.
today i m stuck at home cos of my sis. -.-
something happened yesterday n i m here to rant anyway.
yesterday i told my mum tat i m going out on thurs cos got choir comm meeting & eat with edeline at vivo n my mum told me to take my sis along. like wat the hell? then i say no i don wan n she tell me tat i only can leave the house for 3 hours n like wat the fuck she wans me to do in 3 hours lah?! 1h go vivo 1h come back then only left 1h to discuss n eat? wat the hell is she thinking anyway? lucky outing with min shi is on a sun so nvm cos sun dad is at home to take care of sis. but choir outing is on mon n she expects me to go thr for only 3hs? this is the first choir outing ever since i joined NHchoir n she wans me to go for only 3hs? actually is 1h to be exact-.- n tues is my birthday n for once in my life i wan to go out with weiting to celebrate my birthday n she only gives me 3hs? i have never asked for much,only to let me have the freedom to be with my friends n 2009 is the last year tat i will b same class as weiting n she only gives me 3h? actually if i m going to bugis then i would oso only have 1h left. N MOREOVER IT IS MY 14TH BIRTHDAY. exactly how long she wans to control my freedom?! i m 14 this year alr n going to be 15 next year. i m not a small kid anymore. just because of my sis i have to sacrifice my freedom? who do u think she is? in my heart now, MY FRIENDS HAS A HIGHER PLACE THAN MY SIS. as if like u dunno like dat -.-
then i so angry n then ask weiting whether can change the outing on my birthday to next weekend n then i realise weiting actually have the same plight as me,just dat is not tat she needs to take care of her bro but is because of her mother who dun let her out. i talked to her n complain to her haha. tat's wat friends are for :) she persuade me to calm down but i was still angry. :@ it was 10 plus at night n then weiting went to sleep. i watch the tv on my own n suddenly thought of korh. if korh is in singapore,then he will chat with me when no one is awake cos korh often sleeps very late haha. but he is not :(
i miss korh. other than korh,i didn't know who to talk to cos it was very late. i cried.
ok i m done ranting.
i try to recall those memories but then i realise they have became so faraway, so vague.
because the memories have faded. of you.
Sunday, December 6, 2009
hello. i guess nobody is coming to my blog anymore cos nobody's tagging n i m sad. :(
now channel u is showing some charity show. stupid.
when i was small,i used to donate by calling cos i always will cry when i watch the show.
cos it was touching. it is still touching now.
but my parents often scold me for calling n they say is a waste of money.
i thought they were heartless.
but after the NKF incident,i stop calling although i still cry whenever i watch the show cos i felt
cheated.
i hate it when people cheat my feelings. damn it.
now i seriously need to save up now.
i alr spent $50 on class chalet n KTV with marketing ppl.
i still have: 1) edeline's bday outing
2) my bday outing with minshi
3) my bday outing with weiting & amelia
4) choir outing
n i only have $70 left.
but i still need to save up. cannot spend it all at once.
money money money.
i need money. :(
i guess i m going to emo n cry myself to sleep tonight.
3 years. it's been 3 years alr n still i can't forget you. tell me what to do exactly.
now channel u is showing some charity show. stupid.
when i was small,i used to donate by calling cos i always will cry when i watch the show.
cos it was touching. it is still touching now.
but my parents often scold me for calling n they say is a waste of money.
i thought they were heartless.
but after the NKF incident,i stop calling although i still cry whenever i watch the show cos i felt
cheated.
i hate it when people cheat my feelings. damn it.
now i seriously need to save up now.
i alr spent $50 on class chalet n KTV with marketing ppl.
i still have: 1) edeline's bday outing
2) my bday outing with minshi
3) my bday outing with weiting & amelia
4) choir outing
n i only have $70 left.
but i still need to save up. cannot spend it all at once.
money money money.
i need money. :(
i guess i m going to emo n cry myself to sleep tonight.
3 years. it's been 3 years alr n still i can't forget you. tell me what to do exactly.
Friday, December 4, 2009
i'll miss you, 205.
hello people:)
listening to Second Time Around by Lady Gaga. i can't believe she will sing these kind of song. but i m addicted to the song now other than tik tok.
thinking of changing my blogskin but i can't seem to find anything tat i like.
thr is one but i dunno why i can't download the html so i give up.
somemore if i want to change blogskin then i must transfer everything again. so mafan.
nvm,i shall continue with this blogskin to make my life easier.
by the way, who haven finish homework yet? ME.
haha. i still have my maths homework on my table n chinese jian bao n yue du bao gao.
actually thr is zuo wen n shi yong wen n paper 2 but unfortunately the last day of sch i didn't come so i did not receive(which is equals to no need to do) so sad..(:DDD)
somemore i haven look at my sec 3 bks yet..senior all tell me need to look at it first cos if not sch year starts then i might not be able to catch up.
but.. the bk is so damn thick lor.
nvm,shld worry about my homework first before i worry about anything else.
staying home everyday is boring.
even watching tv is boring.
nothing else to do on facebook. in fact, i m getting tired of facebook n i don even bother to see if i got any friend request or other requests. BORING. facebook other than quiz n games then it's not fun alr. -.-
even blogging now is ________. BORING!
but at least blogging means i voice out. i mean type out.
i miss sec 2 life.
i miss 205.
i miss my friends.
i miss weiting.
i miss amelia.
i miss all the girls in 205.
i miss outings.
i miss class chalets. (although unhappy things happened)
i miss everything that happened during my sec 2 life.
i miss NHchoir.
i miss combine choir.
i miss C^4 outings.
i miss choir concerts.
i miss C^4 ppl.
i miss charmaine.
i miss hillary.
i miss uncle hans.
i miss my pri sch friends.
i miss minshi.
i miss outings with my pri sch friends.
i miss everything.
i miss everything that happened in my sec 2 life.
i miss a part of me.
now i seriously dun wan to go to sec 3.
but it can't be helped.
why?
i still rmb the first day of sch when i was sec 1.
i was in 105.
i still rmb sec 1 orientation camp at sch.
i still rmb the first time i was late for sch was the first day of sch after chinese new year.
i still rmb choir audition for sec 1 when i got to noe sharmaine n weiting.
i still rmb sec 1 cca extravaganza when i first talk to amelia.
i still rmb 105 outing at sentosa whr we played at the bench n gregory dig a hole in the sand.
i still rmb sec 1 sports day.
i still rmb sec 1 enrichment prog when we all swim at the the clementi swimming complex.
i still rmb the last day of sch of sec 1 was a thursday. cos i was wearing tie
i still rmb 105 ate pizza together on the last day of sch.
i still rmb the first day of sch when i m sec 2.
then,i was 205.
i rmb all sec 2s must go to the hall for a talk conducted by mr ng(i forgot wat he said),but then when we were leaving,i rmb he said tat '205 REMEMBER TO BRING UR MATHS TEXTBK N EXERCISE BK FOR TOMORROW'S MATHS LESSON.' i was shocked to see ur maths teacher is actually the then discipline master. :O
but after tat,i got to noe tat mr ng is actually a very nice teacher n likes to pinch the guys n spongebob the guys n which brought entertainment to the class.
i still rmb tat i was stunned when i was announced as choir sec 2 level rep. (cos i tot it comfirm to be charmaine so i was still staring at her when they announced my name n i didn't noe until weiting shake me. i was like 'omg,u read wrongly is it?')
i still rmb combine choir practices although thr were only a few.
i still rmb combined choir outings when we play basketball n had bbq at hillary's house haha.
i still rmb 205 class chalet on june 16. (i dunno why i still rmb the date so clearly but somehow i just rmb.)
i rmb the biggest n cleaniest chalet n we had bbq on the first day. second day went cycling frm changi to changi beach to east coast park. third day was wild wild wet. super fun.
i still rmb the cheating case cos i was involved-.-
i still rmb ms poon got damn angry n even swear.
i still rmb we studied together at jp library the day before each exam of end of years.
just after the history paper then we were alr celebrating haha. :D
i still rmb the smelly in line skating shoes n i didn't even learn much :P
i rmb my last day of sch(other ppl's 2nd last day of sch),it makes me cry.
i rmb the day i got on the plane n was crying like hell shit.
when i came back i was so happy although i was alone. :DDD
i rmb 2nd class chalet n though unhappy things happened but still,it's still a precious memory for all of us.
i hope everyone will be ok n gd luck for O levels.
if u are not crying,u are not human!
or mayb u are not 205.
就像来不及许愿的流星
再怎么美丽也只能是曾经
listening to Second Time Around by Lady Gaga. i can't believe she will sing these kind of song. but i m addicted to the song now other than tik tok.
thinking of changing my blogskin but i can't seem to find anything tat i like.
thr is one but i dunno why i can't download the html so i give up.
somemore if i want to change blogskin then i must transfer everything again. so mafan.
nvm,i shall continue with this blogskin to make my life easier.
by the way, who haven finish homework yet? ME.
haha. i still have my maths homework on my table n chinese jian bao n yue du bao gao.
actually thr is zuo wen n shi yong wen n paper 2 but unfortunately the last day of sch i didn't come so i did not receive(which is equals to no need to do) so sad..(:DDD)
somemore i haven look at my sec 3 bks yet..senior all tell me need to look at it first cos if not sch year starts then i might not be able to catch up.
but.. the bk is so damn thick lor.
nvm,shld worry about my homework first before i worry about anything else.
staying home everyday is boring.
even watching tv is boring.
nothing else to do on facebook. in fact, i m getting tired of facebook n i don even bother to see if i got any friend request or other requests. BORING. facebook other than quiz n games then it's not fun alr. -.-
even blogging now is ________. BORING!
but at least blogging means i voice out. i mean type out.
i miss sec 2 life.
i miss 205.
i miss my friends.
i miss weiting.
i miss amelia.
i miss all the girls in 205.
i miss outings.
i miss class chalets. (although unhappy things happened)
i miss everything that happened during my sec 2 life.
i miss NHchoir.
i miss combine choir.
i miss C^4 outings.
i miss choir concerts.
i miss C^4 ppl.
i miss charmaine.
i miss hillary.
i miss uncle hans.
i miss my pri sch friends.
i miss minshi.
i miss outings with my pri sch friends.
i miss everything.
i miss everything that happened in my sec 2 life.
i miss a part of me.
now i seriously dun wan to go to sec 3.
but it can't be helped.
why?
i still rmb the first day of sch when i was sec 1.
i was in 105.
i still rmb sec 1 orientation camp at sch.
i still rmb the first time i was late for sch was the first day of sch after chinese new year.
i still rmb choir audition for sec 1 when i got to noe sharmaine n weiting.
i still rmb sec 1 cca extravaganza when i first talk to amelia.
i still rmb 105 outing at sentosa whr we played at the bench n gregory dig a hole in the sand.
i still rmb sec 1 sports day.
i still rmb sec 1 enrichment prog when we all swim at the the clementi swimming complex.
i still rmb the last day of sch of sec 1 was a thursday. cos i was wearing tie
i still rmb 105 ate pizza together on the last day of sch.
i still rmb the first day of sch when i m sec 2.
then,i was 205.
i rmb all sec 2s must go to the hall for a talk conducted by mr ng(i forgot wat he said),but then when we were leaving,i rmb he said tat '205 REMEMBER TO BRING UR MATHS TEXTBK N EXERCISE BK FOR TOMORROW'S MATHS LESSON.' i was shocked to see ur maths teacher is actually the then discipline master. :O
but after tat,i got to noe tat mr ng is actually a very nice teacher n likes to pinch the guys n spongebob the guys n which brought entertainment to the class.
i still rmb tat i was stunned when i was announced as choir sec 2 level rep. (cos i tot it comfirm to be charmaine so i was still staring at her when they announced my name n i didn't noe until weiting shake me. i was like 'omg,u read wrongly is it?')
i still rmb combine choir practices although thr were only a few.
i still rmb combined choir outings when we play basketball n had bbq at hillary's house haha.
i still rmb 205 class chalet on june 16. (i dunno why i still rmb the date so clearly but somehow i just rmb.)
i rmb the biggest n cleaniest chalet n we had bbq on the first day. second day went cycling frm changi to changi beach to east coast park. third day was wild wild wet. super fun.
i still rmb the cheating case cos i was involved-.-
i still rmb ms poon got damn angry n even swear.
i still rmb we studied together at jp library the day before each exam of end of years.
just after the history paper then we were alr celebrating haha. :D
i still rmb the smelly in line skating shoes n i didn't even learn much :P
i rmb my last day of sch(other ppl's 2nd last day of sch),it makes me cry.
i rmb the day i got on the plane n was crying like hell shit.
when i came back i was so happy although i was alone. :DDD
i rmb 2nd class chalet n though unhappy things happened but still,it's still a precious memory for all of us.
i hope everyone will be ok n gd luck for O levels.
if u are not crying,u are not human!
or mayb u are not 205.
就像来不及许愿的流星
再怎么美丽也只能是曾经
Thursday, December 3, 2009
HELLO PEOPLE.
i m back. ALIVE.
lots of things happened but i dun really feel like talking about it. i mean type. some more i also cannot talk cos i got a terrible sorethroat n :x.
i just came back frm class chalet yesterday n to speak the truth,i m disappointed.
nvm,shall not talk about tat.
oh my god.
i m in class 304. anyone same???
i m back. ALIVE.
lots of things happened but i dun really feel like talking about it. i mean type. some more i also cannot talk cos i got a terrible sorethroat n :x.
i just came back frm class chalet yesterday n to speak the truth,i m disappointed.
nvm,shall not talk about tat.
oh my god.
i m in class 304. anyone same???
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