I MISS MY PRI SCH FRIENDS CLIQUE. ESPECIALLY MINSHI!!!!!! I MISS YOU!
HELLO WORLD!
It's friday! The happiest day of the week cos it's like the last day of sch for the week. I love that feeling of I can wake up late the next morning.
I waiting for something to happen. But I am not going to tell you what am I hoping for.
Sch today was fine, laughed like hell during maths lesson due to huihui and terence as they were like insulting someone's ugly handwriting which I dunno who.

Terence say that:
-normal people draw line is straight line. *then he draws a straight line on his paper*
-people from woodbridge draw line is like quadratic curve. *then he draws a curve line*
-if _____(the person we are insulting) draw line is a distorted line. *then he draw a distorted line like the wave lines,or something like that*

THEN ME, HUIHUI AND DENNIS AND EVEN TERENCE HIMSELF BURST OUT INTO LAUGHTER! DAMN SUPER FUNNY I TELL YOU.

Haha.. after sch went out with chenfeng zhikai n sharmaine to eat lunch. Dunno why these few days I keep on seeing a guy from sharmaine's class who looks like a girl when ppl say he very handsome. I dunno,but seriously, he looks like a girl!

Got home and watched the last episode of 下一站，幸福. SUPER HAPPY ENDING! BOTH GUANGXI AND MUCHEN WERE SO SWEET AT THE END! For the first time I watch the last ep of a drama that I did not cry. But I was going to cry actually... haha. But I hold it back.

Started watching another drama again. China's version of Hana Yori Dango! Which means F4 lah.
Watched taiwanese, japanese and korean version le,so now watching the china version. Haha. Quite nice for the first ep but the plot line is a little different from the other 3 versions. Shall continue watching. :D

I wan to go watch movie! Who wan watch too?!!! Forget it. -.-
Shall blog again sometime later.
byebye
i just suddenly don't want to see your face again and i don't want to talk to you anymore. I hate you,again.

I know what you are thinking, so just shut up and get away from me!

Hello people. Choir was okay today but I was super depressed for some reasons which i can't even explain for myself. Mood was SAD + FRUSTRATED + DEPRESSED TO THE MAX.

Got to sch really early today cos yingying said she wanted to cry her hearts out so ME THE NICE PERSON, went to sch so early for the first time. But when i reached sch, i realised i was TOO early. Cos not even a single people is thr. So i waited. And waited. And waited. Finally yingying came and after a short while sharmaine came too. Yingying's having problems and I really could understand for all that u noe. Yingying is strong on the outside, but seriously, everyone has their times when they can break down. Bet no one ever seen me break down before. The only time i broke down was when i saw ____ tagging on ______'s blog. But I broke down alone, no one was with me. Cos i was at home. DUH!

Went to class with the same scared feeling I have every day (i wonder exactly when this feeling will stop?) and i noe why i have this scared feeling.
CEP was so-so. Topic for the day was INNER PEACE! Nearly fell asleep. I bet class 304 will nvr have inner peace cos of people like gregory, suelynn and ekkheng. haha but they are really funny.

Got back all my results. Sucky to the core can.
Eng: 17/30
Chinese: 32.5/50 (first time got B for chinese in my life)
A maths: 28/35 (crazy weiting got 34/35?!!!!!!!)
E maths: 31/40
Chemistry: 37/45
Physics: 27/45
Biology: 31/45
Geog: 12/18
Social Studies: 11/17
SUCKY TO THE MAX CAN????!!!!

Shall post again when I have the mood to do so.
Furthermore no one is comin to my blog anymore.
So why bother to update???

Doubt of the day:
I just can't get it, how could you take someone so important to you once for granted? I hope you will never regret losing such a friend.

Now I fell into the trap you set for me again when I just successfully climbed out of the trap and now you pushed me back into the trap and now I have to start all over again, so hard, in order to get out of the trap. You just needed one push to push me down, but I need tons of efforts to get back to the ground. You are just fooling me around again and again. I won't fall into the same trap again. Or will I?

sharmaine & jieling! :)

Hello everyone out there in this world!

Many things to announce here, so listen carefully.

FIRST OF ALL, COMMON TEST IS FINALLY OVER! :DDD

Second, yesterday's bowling with 205 ppl was great though i wasn't in a very good mood. But most importantly, yesterday was the FIRST TIME I WENT HOME AT 9.30pm ON A SCHOOL DAY cos in the past i would always reach home on a sch day before 7. So yesterday was the first time i broke my record. Edeline n Zhenjun was so shocked n proud of themselves for making me broke my record. haha :)

Thirdly, today's outing wih 205 was great too :) hanging out with 205 ppl is just simply great.

Fourth, i m going out on a movie outing with pri sch friends on mon! muahaha :) i wan to watch valentines day the movie or dear john the movie. Scared the boys would not wan to watch this kind of romance movies but i hope not cos all of them are great gentlemans. Aren't they? :)

Fifth, i did 2 things that i never believed i would ever do in my whole life. And i did those 2 things on the same day. Am i just stupid or wat. The 2 things that i NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD DO IN MY LIFE i actually did it. Now everything is screwed up. :(

Sixth, i cut my hair! Cut hair this morning with sharmaine at west mall and it only costs $8! Somemore it's a weekend! Haha. But seriously, my fringe is DAMN SCREWED. When on the way to cut hair,zhenjun called me to ask whr to meet for outing this afternoon (which he did not go -.-) then i told him i was going to cut hair and then he was like 'What u wan cut short hair? Wa u sec 1 short hair then very ugly lei. don cut lah..' and crapping but i did not even say i was going to cut short hair. haha his reaction was like super funny. then sharmaine at my side was like '-.-,zhenjun siao is it?' haha :D

Seventh, .......................................

wait i got nothing to say liao. haha -.-

watching titantic now, wan to cry!

shall update again when i get back my results. OMG, now i'm scared.

byebye :)

i broke someone's heart, which made me felt guilty abt it. But i have no choice.

hello everyone!!!!!!!!!!
it's the common test week!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tomorrow is chemistry and social studies and i have come to blog a while to relieve my stress haha :)
today saw songling on the bus to sch. he looks definitely weird to me. COS HE WAS WEARING LONG PANTS! AHAHAHA. i felt like laughing. maybe i m still not used to seeing my pri sch friends wearing long pants cos i have NVR seen them in long pants before u noe! haha so it was damn funny.
e maths today was managable,after finishing the paper i still have about 15 min left. :) happy happy cos it is like the first time this kind of thing can happen to me.
geog was ok but i dunno how t do the second last qn. anyway it's only 3 marks. :P
i like my sitting arrangement now. u noe why? cos i m back to my old seating arangement le haha! too bad charmaine is not behind me anymore but dave the stupid dumb dumb never change place haha. ekkeng n dave are really making me laugh like hell during classes. n wanying is the nicest of all haha :) bet they won't see this, so here i m going to say one thing.

_____ is the dumbest of all people.

haha. of cos u noe,the blank is to be filled with the word 'dave'. :)
byebye

i wish to see a rainbow like this. :)

Is going away the best method to heal?

Hello to all! :)

Good news! I FINALLY FINISHED MY HOMEWORK! :D

I'm such a good girl to finish my homework before opening my comp. CLAPS PLEASE :) *claps sounding like thunder*

Haha I am such a good imagine-ist (person who imagines)

Common test is coming in a week's time! Haven't revise ANYTHING yet.

Somemore the Choir workshop is DURING COMMON TEST PERIOD! Like wtf.

For ur info, NH Choir is supposed to perform as one of the demo choirs for a workshop for a conductor (or is it many conductors? i not sure.) who is very famous (so famous that i don't know. no offence ok.) and this is supposedly to be a major event for NH choir. But...it's during the common test period! Not as if I don't want to study right?

The main thing is, our progress of learning the songs is really slow and ms yin has been pissed with us almost every practice. We really want to do well, u know. But we are still lacking something. Team spirit? Like someone please please please tell me how to have team spirit. I M BEGGING.

We will try our best. At least i will.

Yesterday chatted with someone i haven't talk to like in a billion years. Ok I'm exaggerating but it was nice to update each other of recent things which happened. Sometimes catching up with a friend is nice because that shows that at least you are being remembered.

Ok shall stop here.

byebye :)

i can't continue anymore, i'm really really tired. sorry for hurting you, i really didn't mean to. leaving is the only way out. forgive me.

Hello! the photo above was taken on fri haha. tat's charmaine poh! :)

nothing much to blog about so....

byebye!

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SHARMAINE TAN HUI MIN! :D HAHA.
just want to say thanks to the crazy & lame & funny & idiotic person :)

I guess you've forgotten about me and the promise you made for me. But I won't forget about you and the promise you made. It's still there, just that you've forgotten, I still remember.

Hello Everyone out there in the world or to whoever is looking right now,
HAPPY NEW YEAR & HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!
It's going to be new year AND valentines day tomorrow!
Yet it's a sunday. -.-
If it's on a school day then maybe I can spend it with weiting or minshi or 205 peoples.
Anyway, me and edeline said that we will definitely go watch the movie 'Valentines Day'.
If u were following, i think i have a post(scroll down to see) about the movie. haha.
But i also want to watch Percy Jackson & the Lightning Thief. Shld be nice.
Maybe shall go see with minshi and people. :D
Lots of homework, when it is SUPPOSELY to be chinese new year. -.-
Common test is coming 2 weeks later! SCREAM EVERYONE!
AHH. OUCH. FAIL.
Okie,shall stop here and blog again when i feel like too.
Btw, teacher changed my seat. Now i'm sitting with Dennis. Dots.
I miss charmaine poh and the irritating dave who made class bearable for me.
Sigh. Just have to get use to it. I guess.
Stupid stupid I do not want to change seats. But at least may & joey are really nice ppl and huihui & terence are funny,while dennis is just....boring? Cos i was same class with him for 2 years alr. Nvm, get use to it.
okay,shall stop here.
byebye :)

Hello everyone! Just watched the second last episode of 下一站，幸福.
But the last episode is only going to come out 2 weeks later cos next sun taiwan won't be playing the final ep cos of chinese new year. STUPID STUPID STUPID.
2moro thr is going to be ss test and physic test! AHH.
IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT. i hate tests.
today was the IC registration. Hope to get my IC soon! :)
well,off to do homework now,byebye!

How am I going to handle this? I thought I would be strong enough and determined enough to continue. But the same thing happens again and again. This is the 3rd time already. I really hate myself for the lack of determination on this kind of things. I feel like escaping away now. I hate myself. I hate you i hate you i hate you tan jie ling.

Hello people! I'm super tired now.
Today is Lionel's bithday. so first wish him a very happy birthday! :)
happy 15 th birthday!!! :D
Secondly, I am super tired de today. Need more coffee to stay awake if not I will just faint. *faints*
haha. i wan to sleep now so..
ta-da!
byebye.

'Treat people like how you want them to treat you.' What kind of bullshit is that?
Some people,obviously,just don't treat you the way you treat them. So what for in the world treat them well?
You may think I have changed. Yes, true I HAVE CHANGED. I changed to only caring about people who truly cares about me. Not like you, who apparently doesn't even bother whether i existed or not. Then that is ONLY FAIR to me.