hello!
well,blogger is having problems again.
apparently,pressing Shift+F5 or Ctrl+F5 or watever + F5 doesn't work at all!
wat the hell.. -.-
today's a rainy day
lovely :D (but i still prefer my favourite blue sky :D)
actually wanted to just take a look at my email n then off the study my geo,
but obviously,i went on to facebook n msn n well,since morning till now i haven touch my books yet
:X but anyway,i have copied my notes till unit 6 alr,one more unit to go n i have copied finish all the notes for EOY..:)
tomorrow's teacher's day celebration (finally!) & mass walk oso
wth..going to walk 3km tomorrow for mass walk..
anyway,i m still happy tat tomorrow i m going to see minshi n all the other p6 friends
too bad tat we can't go into jps cos they dun allow us to! grr.. @#$%^&*$€@%#!!!
not because of they are having exams but is because of H1N1!
wth,like as if we carry diseases or something..
other pri sch allow their ex-students to go back, only my sch don't!
>:(
upon hearing tat we re not going back to jps,i sudden felt my heart sank for no reason.not because i m not going back to sch or not get to see p6 teachers,but..because of the fact tat i m not going to see...someone tat i haven see for exactly 1 year.I don wan to go but my heart tells me to go because..i dunno for wat reason but i just feel tat i wan to go back n see tat person. one look will do,or just to let me know tat he's been doing fine,but i know i can't do this. even if it is one look or one word,it will crush all my efforts to forget him for this one year. it's not worth it,i know it myself.i just have to endure tomorrow n everything will be fine,i tell myself. but can i really do tat? i'm not sure myself too. how can i do it..

i'll be fine..will i?

C^4 outing!
okay,thr was only 5 ppl
-.-
hadi is not in the picture cos we took this at night
wan to noe why, go see my previous post
nothing much to say bout today
fri is always the most sian day
3 periods of chinese, 3 periods of eng
wth?! -.-
3 periods of chinese wasn't tat easy to endure without sleeping
so,u can always see almost 1/3 of the class is sleeping during chinese lessons..
one of the 1/3 ppl will b me!
haha..ok,not always i sleep during chinese lessons but sometimes
:X
3 periods of eng today was..
quite fun?
cos i lost track of time n by the time i realised,it was alr 2.35pm
haha,then ms poon quickly release us
:D
but i wasn't very happy when doing grp work..
u noe,the president of Live Good Life was in my grp!
wth?!
nvm..since it's over,i shld just keep my mouth shut
:/
mon is teacher's day celebration(yea!) & mass walk(wth?!)
mass walk again?!!
ok,not exactly again
cos it's a annually thing
haha,anyway im still happy tat i m gg back to jps on mon
gt to see minshi!
i miss her!
:D
byebye

sometimes we think that life is miserable,but the thing is, is not that
we are lacking anything,but the desire to own everything.
i shall make my life easy by cancelling some of my desires,including
you.

muahahahaha!

i sketched this!

do u believe it?

of course, this isn't sketched by me lah,i whr got so pro?

wed always seem short to me

cos we re released 1 h earlier

make a big difference!

PE today did badminton

just as usual,just tat today i played with bao cai n he was super funny,haha

CEP was boring, i even forgotten wat ms poon talked bout

geo was as usual too

teach teach teach n lastly,

teach.

-.-

eng was all so boring too, learnt more bout persuasive writing n blah blah

PW was boring too,talked bout wat changes u wan to make to the sch

like erm, HUH?

nvm, anyway weiting did all the writing..

haha :X

went back home with weiting, baocai, zhikai n sharmaine

went to buy french fries first before we went to the busstop

i was so glad tat zhikai n sharmaine were friends again

:DDDD

all thanks to me!

haha,not exactly,but well,

i m still very glad :)

anyway,the conclusion for today is tat today is a boring day

n i m very glad tat sharmaine n zhikai are friends again :)

i hope through this incident, their friendship will be still as strong as before or even stronger

:D

oh yeah,i heard tat we can't go back to jps cos they re still having exams on teacher's day

why??? *sniff sniff*

so sad..

but i think i will still go bck to see my friends though cannot see mrs shum..

:'(

byebye

i feel really disappointed having such results like this

what's wrong with me?

i dropped so much,

i did not even expect it

and now,i even failed my english

but i know the test is over,n it's over

i cannot reverse time

all i can do now is to do well for end of year

i won't cry anymore

cos i will use all my effort to cry to concentrate on my end of year

i promise i will be strong,

i'll prove it.

i just went to see a lot of ppl's blogs
mostly jps ppl
ppl who were once my friends,
ppl who were once my best friends,
ppl who were once my enemy,
ppl who once hated me, (mayb they still hate me now)
ppl who once i hated,
ppl who i once envy,
ppl who once treated me bad,
ppl who once i treated them bad,
ppl who i once helped them,
ppl who are ungrateful.

out of all those ppl, i realised tat the ppl i keep in contact now are only my p6 good friends like minshi.
then i realised how inmature i have been in my primary school years.

People changed. I changed.

People i once called my best friends are no longer around. I flipped through my primary school photo album to see all those faces who were once so familar. But now,we are all so far apart. I see those big block letters which says 'BEST FRIENDS FOREVER' and below, i see those signatures signed by all of us. I wonder if we really mean it or not. We were all so inmature. We once thought that each other was our best friends, but the truth is, we don't mean it at all. Even now, the memories we had with each other might have just so easily faded off already. Seriouly,what did we meant when we said 'BEST FRIENDS FOREVER'?

It's true that it take effort to maintain a relationship, be it kinship,friendship or relationship,it all takes effort.

C^4 outing!

hello!
as u noe,yesterday was the C^4 outing at charmaine's house
charmaine's house is super big ok!
yesterday left house at 12.30pm (cos i nvr take mrt to bukit batok b4 so i tot will take very long frm my house to bukit batok) so i reached bukit batok mrt at 1pm! (instead of 1.30pm)
after i got out of the mrt station,tat was when i realised tat bukit batok mrt is actually just beside west mall.. -.- (a bit slow hor..)
but then i dunno whr i was going n ended up walking to the bus interchange cos it was like bout 1 years+ since i last when to west mall..
haha..then charmaine told me tat uncle hans was here alr then i went to find him at coffee bean
so funny,when i went in,i saw uncle hans drinking his coffee n reading newspaper!
haha,LOL!
then i ask him y are u here,cos he shld b in the coffee shop instead of coffee bean..haha
so me, uncle hans & charmaine waited for hillary n hadi to come
so after tat,we all bus-ed to charmaine's house
then we had nothing to do at charmaine's house n we played Wii!
OMG,damn cool..
then me & hadi was like keep on playing Wii until 5+ tat was when hadi was going to leave,n then i keep on playing Wii with hillary n uncle hans until dinner.
dinner was nice n after tat charmaine, uncle hans ,hillary n me played poker n chatted for like 2 or 3 hours
so nice!
actually sometimes it's better to talk to someone who u re not very close then talking to someone who u re very close to cos it's often hard to say..
so we chatted n chatted n told each other bout the problems we had n oso talking bad bout others...but it's okay when u hate tat person too...haha
left charmaine's house at 9.20pm
haha cos we lost track of time cos we were having a good time listening to each other :DD
bus-ed with hillary n uncle hans to west mall
then took 157 home!
:D
had a nice day yesterday :)
hope to have another C^4 outing soon!
i'll post the photos we took after hillary post the photos on to fb then i go kope :DD
8 DAYS COUNTDOWN TO TEACHERS' DAY!
byebye

everyone just need someone who listens to their problems, it's not neccesary
to give your advice to them, because all they need is a listener or someone who
they can pour their unhappiness to. I m not a person who gives good advice but i
m definitely someone who can provide a listening ear. :)

hello hello!

i m here

gonna make this post really short cos

thr is a C^4 outing later!

:DD

then i m going to enjoy myself n have fun at charmaine's house with all the other
C^4 ppl!

since common test is over,i shld have lots of fun!

*happy*

9 DAYS COUNTDOWN TO TEACHERS' DAY!

yea!!!

:DDDD

byebye

zzz
wth
just now i type a whole long passage of wat i wanted to write n i was finished alr
then i dunno press wat then the thing is gone
it's not even in the drafts..
zzz
now i m damn super fed up with this thing le
WAT THE HELL???!!!!!!
@#$%&*!@?{@~!@#$%$#!$%$%^%%$!@#$% !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

emo

周杰伦 - 说好的幸福呢

你的绘画凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了 走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这
真的痛了
怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不等了
说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
你的回话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了 走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这
真的痛了
怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不等了
说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
我都还记得
你不等了
说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
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Tank-如果我变成回忆

累了 照惯例努力清醒着
也照惯例想你了
好怕一放心睡了 心跳在梦中
不听话的就停止了
听着 呼吸像浪潮摆动着
越美丽越让我忐忑
我还能珍惜什么
如果我连自己的脉搏 都难掌握
如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心
如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你 看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以让他陪你 我不怪你
快乐 什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着
可知你是我生命中的 最舍不得
如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心
如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你 看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以 让他陪你
如果我变成回忆 最怕我太不争气
顽固的赖在空气 霸占你心里每一寸空隙
原来依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去
这样不公平 请你尽力 把我忘记
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i would just cry when i hear these 2 songs
i don't know why
but i just feel sad
i think i have split personality
in sch,i could be so cheerful and full of smiles
but at home,i could just be another person who don't smile at all
it's no wonder many ppl say my blog very emo
i'll just continue to be like this until...
when?

i never thought that it would end this way...

blogger is having problems--again.
this stupid blogger is making me dun wan to post anything anymore
...
maybe post some songs' lyrics which re very meaningful which i just started listening to them yesterday

心墙 - 郭静

一个人 眺望碧海和蓝天
在心里面 那抹灰就淡一些
海豚从眼前飞越
我看见了最阳光的笑脸
好时光都该被宝贝 因为有限
我学着不去担心得太远
不计画太多 反而能勇敢冒险
丰富地过每一天 快乐地看每一天
第一次遇见阴天遮住你侧脸
有什么故事好想了解
我感觉我懂你的特别
你的心有一道墙 但我发现一扇窗
偶尔透出一丝暖暖的微光
就算你有一道墙
我的爱会攀上窗台盛放
打开窗你会看到悲伤融化
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我学着不去担心得太远
不计画太多 反而能勇敢冒险
丰富地过每一天 快乐地看每一天
第一次遇见阴天遮住你侧脸
有什么故事好想了解
我感觉我懂你的特别
你的心有一道墙 但我发现一扇窗
偶尔透出一丝暖暖的微光
就算你有一道墙
我的爱会攀上窗台盛放
打开窗你会看到悲伤融化
你的心有一道墙 但我发现一扇窗
偶尔透出一丝暖暖的微光
就算你有一道墙
我的爱会攀上窗台盛放
打开窗你会看到悲伤融化
你会闻到幸福晴朗的芬芳
after listening to this song,i suddenly rmb of something tat i once heard of..
'When God closes a door for you,he will surely open another window.'

everyone has a barrier around their hearts,
so as to protect themselves from getting hurt.
only the person,
who you can truly trust,
will be the only one to go past that barrier.

don't feel like doing anything now
no appetide
no focus
just feel like emo-ing
haven eaten anything since lunch at 12.30pm
then i don feel like eating anything or doing anything now
don't know why,
i feel so sad
so disheartened
so disappointed.