i'm sorry

like i said before,trust can be build up in many years,

but it just take one second to break,

today the trust totally shattered into pieces.

i m crying.

today lightning struck me for doing something bad.

really bad.

i was really super scared the hell out of me.

thanks for everyone's concern about today's matter,

especially jaslyn for counselling me,

thanks for charmaine for the hugs,

thanks for weiting for comforting me(though she is not really good at comforting ppl),

thanks for edeline,yingying,sharmaine,fione,ziwei,xiaoshuang,and many many more ppl

for showing me lots n lots of concern n care.

so sad amelia didn't talk to me..

though ms poon might b a little harsh when she said we should not bond anymore,

but i m sure tat she didn't mean it.

she is just angry with me n chenfeng.

thanks for mdm chua for showing me concern too,

i know tat i shld b responsible to bear the consequences of my own action,

(though i may not have the rights to say bout being responsible now)

i noe the mistakes i done

and i m really sorry.

today i really wished tat i would just disappear in this world or just go die.

mayb ppl will be happier tat way.

but i know i shld not b thinking this way.

i admit tat i was wrong to help in the wrong way,

it's my fault to help,

my fault to lie,

my fault to cry,

my fault tat everyone got scolded,

i deserve this.

i derserved to lose the position of a treasurer,

i deserved to not be trust anymore,

i deserved to be scolded,

cos i deserved all of this.

i m not trying to say tat i m in no fault at all,

cos it takes two hands to clap.

but i just want you to know tat,

i m sincerely sorry.