I would be lying if I say I'm not disappointed. True, I'm disappionted, but not with the end results, but with myself. I can't blame others when I can't get what I want. Not like others owe me right, we must all fight for what we want, only that is fair, I understand. I understand that maybe I'm not cut out for the job. I understand that others has more potential and strengths than me. I understand that I myself have a lot of flaws, so much that even I can name them myself. I understand that seniors is doing what is right and what is best for the choir. I understand, I really do. It's just that I have so much to say but I don't know where or who to spill out to. Scared that I might be a burden to them or something.

Something Ms yin said is craved in my head. ''It's not important which position you have while you are in choir. What's important is the influence you have on the choir after you left.'' So, I'm going to leave an BIG influence on the choir after I leave Nanhua! MUAHAHA.

Lastly, congrats to CHARMAINE, LIMHUI & LIYIN. You all will be great leaders to lead the choir. Words from bottom of my heart. Congrats.

I'm tired. I realised I've been the one making myself so tensed and stress up. Relax dear. I tell myself. Relax.