Sunday, August 8, 2010

Ok I'm super tired and stress recently and now I got pimples on my face alr.
WTHHHH.
So, yesterday went with YINGYING to vivo to look for wallet but.......
VIVO'S ROXY OUTLET DOESNT SELL THE WALLET I WANT. -.-
So lousy!! D:
But thr's only 2 roxy outlets in Singapore and the other one is at Plaza Sing.
So maybe if I have the time I would go thr to take a look but I suddenly rmb I can go Queensway Shopping centre to take a look first.
But that will be after the Commontests end. Which is like 2 weeks later.
Ok guessed I digress a little.
So me and ying went many other shops to look around. Sadly,nth seems to catch our eyes.
But we did buy sth. We brought couple earpiece! :) Bling bling. Cos thr is fake diamond on the earpiece.
Then train-ed back to Clementi. Yingying went to find her friend while I waited for Edeline to come. Edeline came while I was on the phone.
Ate subway with edeline and it was great! It's nice to talk to her cos it seems like we have endless topic to talk abt. Sometimes I really think edeline and me are really alike! Yingying thinks so too :)
Walked to sch and assembled. Chong ee was being funny again haha. But he can be really fierce in Band(according to edeline) and he always has to be the bad guy.
Guess that thr is no bad guys in Choir, is thr? Everyone is so gentle and thr isn't anyone who is particularly fierce in Choir. Maybe cos Choir is mostly girls and better to deal with?

So got to Marina Platform and got our costumes! It was quite nice, UNTIL WE SAW THE SOCKS. The socks is like so long which reaches until our knee caps? -.- We looked like christmas carols. I like the jacket,though. Can wear to sch and show off a little. HAHA.
Oh and we got free sch shoes. YAY no need to buy extra le :)

So we danced danced danced. BORING.
But the whole platform was full, all the audiences were present.
Felt that this YOG opening ceremony is NOTHING COMPARED to Beijing's Olympic opening ceremony. Totally. One is 'WOW!' while the other is 'OK...' and ya, u noe which one is the 'WOW!' one.
Ok I shld seriously stop digressing.

Left the F1 pit directly cos I was taking Cheryl lim's car. Thanks cheryl! Although she will not see this but still,ya.
Cheryl's dad is so cute! Cheryl showed me a photo whr her dad was trying to act PAI while wearing cheryl's shades & Wearing a doramon shirt! Haha the shirt totally contradicts the image of PAI. haha thanks to cheryl's dad, I got to eat tiramisu at Fullerton Hotel. OMG it was so high class. Me and cheryl were like sitting in the middle and eating our cakes and some angmor sometimes will stare at us and whisper to themselves. I noe, both of us totally looked like country bumpkin.
Got home and bath. Slept at 1 plus.

Woke up at 10.43 today,woken up by my sis cos she keeping hitting my arm.
Prepared and went to meet up with Charmaine first then Hans then Hillary.
Met jiarong and weiping at Eunos mrt and then waited for Hidaya to come.
Had lunch at a kopitam and then headed to ECP.
Wow the weather today was damn humid.
Rent bikes and this 3 wheel thingy.
the 3 wheels thingy is sth like thr are 1 wheel in front and 2 wheels behind. U got to stand on the thing and move the thing which ur hands and legs. Full body workout!
U can go see the pictures posted on facebook to see how the thingy looks like.
Cycled and played and photo-ed.
Then went home with C,Hans and Hillary.
Took a train home and then while I was waiting for the bus to come to get home,mom called me and nagged at me for why coming home so late cos she was waiting for me to go out with her and dad and sis. Guessed I shouted at her tat I dont wan to go out and I'm tired.
I hang up the phone and 1 sec later I felt so guilty.
Always I've been going out with my friends and the last time I went out with family was like, I DUNNO WHEN?! Mom always said tat to me and I always just ignored her.
I've been really neglecting my family. But I was so stressed.
Cos of YOG, mainly. I really hate myself for not being able to spend time with family.
But on the bus I was still blaming my mom for being so unreasonable.
After I got down the bus, I saw mom dad and sis at the bus stop. I was still piss-ed then.
Then my mom and dad suddenly asked me. '今天玩得开心吗?累不累?'
I suddenly realise mom and dad were so concerned abt me. Managed to hold back my tears while talking to them. After they got up the bus and I turned around, I broke down.
On the way walking to the stairs, I kept crying and crying.
I dont noe tears are cos I was touched or I was stressed. Normally I cry like tat cos I was stressed.
Made a pact with myself that, for the future, I will always make time to spend with my family. Even if time is so tight for me. So sorry to mom and dad and sis. I dont wan to regret it next time if my parents pass away. Of cos, I would nvr wan them to die. But life is just like tat. You live, then you die. Dad is alr 55. I'll be lying if I say I'm not scared that he will leave me. I want to cherish every moment I have with mom and dad. Wouldn't wan to miss out a single thing.
I'm grateful that I have a perfect family and I will not take it for granted.
Most importantly, I dont wan to regret.
Cherish everything while you still can.

Ok suddenly my post become so emo-ish.
Wow this post took me an hour to complete.
Shall go and eat dinner.
Bye :)

1 comment:

  1. Cheer up, Jieling! Now you know that your family are really concerned about you and you made a pact with yourself, you'll spend more time with them okay! Time is always there and you'll just have to get hold of it and make it worth to the full. Parents may be annoying and unreasonable at times but they can be really cute too. :)

    Loves,
    May!

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