Well I guess I'm here blogging cos I'm sad. Again.

Well I guess I don't really have the right to be sad after getting back my progess report.
Don't wanna talk about it, just plainly, sad.
I dropped in level position, and I didn't get what I wanted badly. I should have expected this in the first place.
Nvm, I'm sad. I wanna get out of 304.
Sure, I'll miss May Joey Noreen Huihui Shien Yingzhen, of course I will. But I need something that 304 doesn't have. But apparently, Edeline says too much of it is bad, just like her class 308.

Had lunch with 205 ppl, as usual. Saw suelynn they all, quite a big bunch of them, and I was, erm, not that I'm unhappy or what, but just sian diao all of a sudden. Then I turned back to my 205 ppl, and instantly forgot their presence. A small part of me, deep inside, wished that one day I wouldn't be in the same class as those ppl. Instead, I will have all my fav ppl in the same class. I know that's kinda selfish but still, can't help wishing, although I know it will never come true.
So no harm wishing, right?

Choir isn't much for me lately, since practices are so few. It's been a long time since I sat down(actually it's standing up) and sing properly like before, with no other stuff in my mind. I can't remember when was the last time. The last time I saw Ms yin? Maybe. Speaking of which, I kinda miss Ms yin's teaching and singing etc. Bet she's busy with her wedding, I guess.

Life's been boring. Chinese O lvls is coming. Sian big time.


Made a bullet list about me: (Cos I'm bored)

• Well, I hate soft toys.
• I cry like shit when you wake me up while I'm in a good sleep.
• I'm quite scared of ghost. Sometimes.
• I love veggies :)
• I'm short.
• I am 156 cm tall. I think.
• I'm turning 15 in around 2 month's time!
• I have mood swings, sometimes. Not because of periods, but because I like it.
• I hate to wear watches.
• I hate to have hair pins all over my head. That's why I always wonder why do girls like to put so many pins on their hair.
• I hate cutting fingernails. But I DO cut them, when neccessary.
• I like to shake my leg. Though I'm already trying my BEST to get rid of that habit of mine.
• I listen to KPOP but I don't look at Korean ppl.
• I don't have a favourite singer. That's why when ppl ask me whose's my fav singer and when I say don't really have, ppl always have that shock look on their face. Very shocking meh?
• I listen to songs because I like their song.
• I listen to songs which are meaningful.
• I don't listen to songs just because they are popular.
• I like to twist my wrist so that I always hear the cracking sound of the bone.
• I am fat. At least my mom thinks I am.
• I like being alone sometimes. Because it gives me time to think of certain stuff.
• I hate being alone in crowded places because it just gives me the feeling of emptiness.
• I can't really live without friends. Friends are like the second essential thing to me after food and water.
• Sometimes I envy people because they are smart and/or pretty.
• I envy people who are rich because they always get what they want. At least, most of the time they get what they want.
• But sometimes I'm glad that I'm not very rich as it allows me to cherish things.
• But still, sometimes I don't cherish stuffs. Such as relationships with others.
• I used to carry my bag real low in the past. But now, I think carrying a bag real low looks really ugly.
• I judge people. If you don't like it, just turn around and get the hell out of my sight.
• I treat you good because you treat me good. Simple? Treat me good and I'll treat you the same way back.
• I can be real nasty if I want to.
• I'm not a pushover because I DO have a temper.
• I like gossiping with my friends. Though it's not really good.
• I like having fun.
• I'm not a nerd who studies all day, I'm just forced by my mom.
• I am a computer noob because I don't know a lot of stuffs about computer.
• I have small eyes.
• I don't really have a lot of pimples. Which I thankful for that fact.
• I like to look at pretty girls. I'm not lesbian.
• I often look at ppl's legs.
• I know I'm weird.
• Guessed that I really bored but I certainly did make a long list of myself.
• Last but not least, I love chocolates. :) It makes me happy!

Byebye.