hello!
well,blogger is having problems again.
apparently,pressing Shift+F5 or Ctrl+F5 or watever + F5 doesn't work at all!
wat the hell.. -.-
today's a rainy day
lovely :D (but i still prefer my favourite blue sky :D)
actually wanted to just take a look at my email n then off the study my geo,
but obviously,i went on to facebook n msn n well,since morning till now i haven touch my books yet
:X but anyway,i have copied my notes till unit 6 alr,one more unit to go n i have copied finish all the notes for EOY..:)
tomorrow's teacher's day celebration (finally!) & mass walk oso
wth..going to walk 3km tomorrow for mass walk..
anyway,i m still happy tat tomorrow i m going to see minshi n all the other p6 friends
too bad tat we can't go into jps cos they dun allow us to! grr.. @#$%^&*$€@%#!!!
not because of they are having exams but is because of H1N1!
wth,like as if we carry diseases or something..
other pri sch allow their ex-students to go back, only my sch don't!
>:(
upon hearing tat we re not going back to jps,i sudden felt my heart sank for no reason.not because i m not going back to sch or not get to see p6 teachers,but..because of the fact tat i m not going to see...someone tat i haven see for exactly 1 year.I don wan to go but my heart tells me to go because..i dunno for wat reason but i just feel tat i wan to go back n see tat person. one look will do,or just to let me know tat he's been doing fine,but i know i can't do this. even if it is one look or one word,it will crush all my efforts to forget him for this one year. it's not worth it,i know it myself.i just have to endure tomorrow n everything will be fine,i tell myself. but can i really do tat? i'm not sure myself too. how can i do it..

i'll be fine..will i?

C^4 outing!
okay,thr was only 5 ppl
-.-
hadi is not in the picture cos we took this at night
wan to noe why, go see my previous post
nothing much to say bout today
fri is always the most sian day
3 periods of chinese, 3 periods of eng
wth?! -.-
3 periods of chinese wasn't tat easy to endure without sleeping
so,u can always see almost 1/3 of the class is sleeping during chinese lessons..
one of the 1/3 ppl will b me!
haha..ok,not always i sleep during chinese lessons but sometimes
:X
3 periods of eng today was..
quite fun?
cos i lost track of time n by the time i realised,it was alr 2.35pm
haha,then ms poon quickly release us
:D
but i wasn't very happy when doing grp work..
u noe,the president of Live Good Life was in my grp!
wth?!
nvm..since it's over,i shld just keep my mouth shut
:/
mon is teacher's day celebration(yea!) & mass walk(wth?!)
mass walk again?!!
ok,not exactly again
cos it's a annually thing
haha,anyway im still happy tat i m gg back to jps on mon
gt to see minshi!
i miss her!
:D
byebye

sometimes we think that life is miserable,but the thing is, is not that
we are lacking anything,but the desire to own everything.
i shall make my life easy by cancelling some of my desires,including
you.

muahahahaha!

i sketched this!

do u believe it?

of course, this isn't sketched by me lah,i whr got so pro?

wed always seem short to me

cos we re released 1 h earlier

make a big difference!

PE today did badminton

just as usual,just tat today i played with bao cai n he was super funny,haha

CEP was boring, i even forgotten wat ms poon talked bout

geo was as usual too

teach teach teach n lastly,

teach.

-.-

eng was all so boring too, learnt more bout persuasive writing n blah blah

PW was boring too,talked bout wat changes u wan to make to the sch

like erm, HUH?

nvm, anyway weiting did all the writing..

haha :X

went back home with weiting, baocai, zhikai n sharmaine

went to buy french fries first before we went to the busstop

i was so glad tat zhikai n sharmaine were friends again

:DDDD

all thanks to me!

haha,not exactly,but well,

i m still very glad :)

anyway,the conclusion for today is tat today is a boring day

n i m very glad tat sharmaine n zhikai are friends again :)

i hope through this incident, their friendship will be still as strong as before or even stronger

:D

oh yeah,i heard tat we can't go back to jps cos they re still having exams on teacher's day

why??? *sniff sniff*

so sad..

but i think i will still go bck to see my friends though cannot see mrs shum..

:'(

byebye

i feel really disappointed having such results like this

what's wrong with me?

i dropped so much,

i did not even expect it

and now,i even failed my english

but i know the test is over,n it's over

i cannot reverse time

all i can do now is to do well for end of year

i won't cry anymore

cos i will use all my effort to cry to concentrate on my end of year

i promise i will be strong,

i'll prove it.

i just went to see a lot of ppl's blogs
mostly jps ppl
ppl who were once my friends,
ppl who were once my best friends,
ppl who were once my enemy,
ppl who once hated me, (mayb they still hate me now)
ppl who once i hated,
ppl who i once envy,
ppl who once treated me bad,
ppl who once i treated them bad,
ppl who i once helped them,
ppl who are ungrateful.

out of all those ppl, i realised tat the ppl i keep in contact now are only my p6 good friends like minshi.
then i realised how inmature i have been in my primary school years.

People changed. I changed.

People i once called my best friends are no longer around. I flipped through my primary school photo album to see all those faces who were once so familar. But now,we are all so far apart. I see those big block letters which says 'BEST FRIENDS FOREVER' and below, i see those signatures signed by all of us. I wonder if we really mean it or not. We were all so inmature. We once thought that each other was our best friends, but the truth is, we don't mean it at all. Even now, the memories we had with each other might have just so easily faded off already. Seriouly,what did we meant when we said 'BEST FRIENDS FOREVER'?

It's true that it take effort to maintain a relationship, be it kinship,friendship or relationship,it all takes effort.

C^4 outing!

hello!
as u noe,yesterday was the C^4 outing at charmaine's house
charmaine's house is super big ok!
yesterday left house at 12.30pm (cos i nvr take mrt to bukit batok b4 so i tot will take very long frm my house to bukit batok) so i reached bukit batok mrt at 1pm! (instead of 1.30pm)
after i got out of the mrt station,tat was when i realised tat bukit batok mrt is actually just beside west mall.. -.- (a bit slow hor..)
but then i dunno whr i was going n ended up walking to the bus interchange cos it was like bout 1 years+ since i last when to west mall..
haha..then charmaine told me tat uncle hans was here alr then i went to find him at coffee bean
so funny,when i went in,i saw uncle hans drinking his coffee n reading newspaper!
haha,LOL!
then i ask him y are u here,cos he shld b in the coffee shop instead of coffee bean..haha
so me, uncle hans & charmaine waited for hillary n hadi to come
so after tat,we all bus-ed to charmaine's house
then we had nothing to do at charmaine's house n we played Wii!
OMG,damn cool..
then me & hadi was like keep on playing Wii until 5+ tat was when hadi was going to leave,n then i keep on playing Wii with hillary n uncle hans until dinner.
dinner was nice n after tat charmaine, uncle hans ,hillary n me played poker n chatted for like 2 or 3 hours
so nice!
actually sometimes it's better to talk to someone who u re not very close then talking to someone who u re very close to cos it's often hard to say..
so we chatted n chatted n told each other bout the problems we had n oso talking bad bout others...but it's okay when u hate tat person too...haha
left charmaine's house at 9.20pm
haha cos we lost track of time cos we were having a good time listening to each other :DD
bus-ed with hillary n uncle hans to west mall
then took 157 home!
:D
had a nice day yesterday :)
hope to have another C^4 outing soon!
i'll post the photos we took after hillary post the photos on to fb then i go kope :DD
8 DAYS COUNTDOWN TO TEACHERS' DAY!
byebye

everyone just need someone who listens to their problems, it's not neccesary
to give your advice to them, because all they need is a listener or someone who
they can pour their unhappiness to. I m not a person who gives good advice but i
m definitely someone who can provide a listening ear. :)

hello hello!

i m here

gonna make this post really short cos

thr is a C^4 outing later!

:DD

then i m going to enjoy myself n have fun at charmaine's house with all the other
C^4 ppl!

since common test is over,i shld have lots of fun!

*happy*

9 DAYS COUNTDOWN TO TEACHERS' DAY!

yea!!!

:DDDD

byebye

zzz
wth
just now i type a whole long passage of wat i wanted to write n i was finished alr
then i dunno press wat then the thing is gone
it's not even in the drafts..
zzz
now i m damn super fed up with this thing le
WAT THE HELL???!!!!!!
@#$%&*!@?{@~!@#$%$#!$%$%^%%$!@#$% !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

emo

周杰伦 - 说好的幸福呢

你的绘画凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了 走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这
真的痛了
怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不等了
说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
你的回话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了 走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这
真的痛了
怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不等了
说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
我都还记得
你不等了
说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
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Tank-如果我变成回忆

累了 照惯例努力清醒着
也照惯例想你了
好怕一放心睡了 心跳在梦中
不听话的就停止了
听着 呼吸像浪潮摆动着
越美丽越让我忐忑
我还能珍惜什么
如果我连自己的脉搏 都难掌握
如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心
如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你 看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以让他陪你 我不怪你
快乐 什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着
可知你是我生命中的 最舍不得
如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心
如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你 看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以 让他陪你
如果我变成回忆 最怕我太不争气
顽固的赖在空气 霸占你心里每一寸空隙
原来依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去
这样不公平 请你尽力 把我忘记
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i would just cry when i hear these 2 songs
i don't know why
but i just feel sad
i think i have split personality
in sch,i could be so cheerful and full of smiles
but at home,i could just be another person who don't smile at all
it's no wonder many ppl say my blog very emo
i'll just continue to be like this until...
when?

i never thought that it would end this way...

blogger is having problems--again.
this stupid blogger is making me dun wan to post anything anymore
...
maybe post some songs' lyrics which re very meaningful which i just started listening to them yesterday

心墙 - 郭静

一个人 眺望碧海和蓝天
在心里面 那抹灰就淡一些
海豚从眼前飞越
我看见了最阳光的笑脸
好时光都该被宝贝 因为有限
我学着不去担心得太远
不计画太多 反而能勇敢冒险
丰富地过每一天 快乐地看每一天
第一次遇见阴天遮住你侧脸
有什么故事好想了解
我感觉我懂你的特别
你的心有一道墙 但我发现一扇窗
偶尔透出一丝暖暖的微光
就算你有一道墙
我的爱会攀上窗台盛放
打开窗你会看到悲伤融化
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我学着不去担心得太远
不计画太多 反而能勇敢冒险
丰富地过每一天 快乐地看每一天
第一次遇见阴天遮住你侧脸
有什么故事好想了解
我感觉我懂你的特别
你的心有一道墙 但我发现一扇窗
偶尔透出一丝暖暖的微光
就算你有一道墙
我的爱会攀上窗台盛放
打开窗你会看到悲伤融化
你的心有一道墙 但我发现一扇窗
偶尔透出一丝暖暖的微光
就算你有一道墙
我的爱会攀上窗台盛放
打开窗你会看到悲伤融化
你会闻到幸福晴朗的芬芳
after listening to this song,i suddenly rmb of something tat i once heard of..
'When God closes a door for you,he will surely open another window.'

everyone has a barrier around their hearts,
so as to protect themselves from getting hurt.
only the person,
who you can truly trust,
will be the only one to go past that barrier.

don't feel like doing anything now
no appetide
no focus
just feel like emo-ing
haven eaten anything since lunch at 12.30pm
then i don feel like eating anything or doing anything now
don't know why,
i feel so sad
so disheartened
so disappointed.

this picture is so cute...

一直忘了告诉你，其实你为我做的一切，我很感动。

但是现在说已经太晚了，因为你已经走了。

today had chinese common test!!

super damn easy!

only test on 填写汉字 & 公函

:DDD

after the test was chinese,physics,maths then eng

chinese was ok..

physics did some assessment..blah blah..

during maths today,learn set language

haha,mr ng went on to pinching the boys n tied sharmaine's hands to the table

haha

then the last thing we learn tat was

A={boys who are good-looking in class 205}

and mr ng's ans was:

empty set

n(A)=0

hahahahahahahahahaha

during maths lesson zhenjun was like humming the song on my blog

didn't dare to say anything

(cos too nan2 ting1 liao..haha..jk)

cos scared later he scold me

haha

just like oc camp tat time.. :X

went home with weiting n baocai n justin n quanyao n yeesiang

immediately came back to on comp

haha

i m going to be emo now...

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don't noe why,all the songs i listen to now are all sad songs

:(

feel very sad now cos i watching 'Summer Scent' now

it's really a very sad yet touching korean drama

(of cos is korean drama lah..)

very sad

the female lead had a heart problem once,then the male lead's ex-girlfriend donated her heart to the female lead.but the female lead thought tat her donater was a male n then fell in love with the male lead. the male lead oso fell in love with her, but he is not sure tat whether he really loves her or just her heart of his ex-girlfriend..

so sad...

feeling depressed..

how can i use an open mind to face you now?

whenever i talk to u,it will only remind me of the hurt..

but u don't seem to sense my sadness...

一直忘了说，其实我很感动。

一直到了今天，我才发现。

Jaslyn & me!

Me & Joanne
me & lim hui!
i look like university graduate sia...
haha
lim hui & me!
totally unglam?! :X
haha!
took all the photos above during the nanyang concert
this are not all,cos thr re more
:DDD

i learnt my lesson, i always learn when i bleed...
today had history test!
i don think i did very well cos all my ans re 3/4
haha.. :X
but nvm,heck care cos i m prepared... ._.
i think wed is the day when we will always see ms poon..
see ms poon during history paper
see ms poon for CEP
see ms poon for eng
saw ms poon too when i went home today
:X
CEP today was extremely funny cos we had to act out a roleplay
on the teenage pregnancy
tse yu's grp acted out the girl go and give birth
funny..
tse yu act as the girl and sit on the chair in front of a table while kevin hide below the table
ziwei acted as the husband
melvin acted as the doctor
kevin acted as the child
zhenjun acted as the foster parent n abuses kevin
then melvin acted as if to put the baby out n pulled kevin out
then tseyu was like 'AHH!!!AHH!!!'
haha then kevin jump out then zhenjun 'adopt' kevin
haha
then zhenjun abuses kevin..
lol!
geo was nothing,just tat the stupid projector keep on auto shut down every 5 min!
-.-
then gregory had to go press the button for every 5 min
then was eng,
actually supposed to present the oral project but ms poon's comp cannot read my thumbdrive
zzz...
then during PW,we had physics...
-.-!
then had lunch but went back class late
mdm foo was alr in class
then dunno wat write wat thing lah
bout the formal letter
slept all the way until when she call us to rite the formal letter then i woke up..
then went home with justin n weiting n baocai
reached home around 4
zzz..
based on wat i wrote,it seems like the day is damn boring n very fast too...
zzz..
lol
nothing to write then
byebye

oh ya, forgot to post this.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO 205'S DEAREST PRATA KING and/or DURIAN SELLER!
happy birthday melvin!
haha
byebye

gonna make this really short.
today is geo common test!
didn't do very well
at least a pass???
so sad kevin cried after the test,cheer up!
tomorrow is HISTORY TEST
N I M STILL HERE,
BLOGGING!!!
wth..
:X
i totally swear to god tat i will NEVER EVER EVER take history when i m in sec 3
NEVER EVER
AGAIN.
nvm,i m totally prepared to fail tomorrow's test
like wat my mom told me
haha
i bet weiting is chiong-ing like siao for tomorrow's history test cos her quote for the day was:
'HELLO CT. BYEBYE CT. HELLO EOY'
erm...WTH?!
ok..wat she said is quite true..
*sniff sniff*
:(
byebye

hello CT. byebye CT. hello EOY!

i should have known better,

it will never belong to me,

never was,

and

never will.

honestly,all i want to do now is to get out of ur way,

but why,

everytime when i m going to heal,

u come n prinkle salt on my wound again.

when will my wound ever heal?

C^4 outing!

C^4 outing!
finally i can upload the pictures...
ok,this is only a few of the pictures cos i only have these..
haha..
thr re more on facebk,if u re interested..
ok,less crapping and start looking at the pictures!
(i realise my eyes are super damn small...zzz..lol!)
Grp photo!
jiarong,hillary,hiddy,anna,suwai,me,charmaine,weiping,azaac,uncle hans & cq!

barbeque dinner!

marshmallow time!

basketball...

Hillary & me!

charmaine & me!

took this after the national day celebration..

:DDD

hope to see all everyone frm C^4 again!

:)))

byebye

oh ya,HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!

hi everyone,i m here
yesterday was the C^4 outing!
so lazy to type le so copy n pasted azaac's version of yesterday's basketball scene..

then i suggested playing basketball! so we were like okay lets play basketball first then eat later. so we went to the court and started playing yup yup. then came along 2 kids. somehow naturally we formed a semicircle round the halfcourt to like signal to them we have "choped" the court and are using it but noooo they didnt get the message so they started shooting, and sometimes grabbed ours to shoot as well as if it was theirs. (patience level 9/10 heh still very full right?)

so in an attempt to "chase them off" cq and I suggested playing a match 2 on 2 with them in attempt to own them and chase them off but they declined and decided that we shud just shuffle players. okay. so we then accepted their proposal for a match and we asked the girls to play too. so we shuffled team and began playing.

at the beginning we just messed around with them, play here play there. i just guarded them while our "star player" of a kid went around with such great "poise" and "style" shooting like "michael jordan" he was like ,"watch me, im like michael jordan!" then he like air the ball or sth. EPIC FAIL. after playing a while and him hogging the ball, the other guy and him started to be rather annoying, laughging at our people when they missed and all. (patience level 8/10 not bad still can tahan)

then after a while it seemed that hil's patience was like 4/10 (warning. gonna explode le.) then she walked off court and sat on the bench. i also got abit sianned diao and walked off with her too. then like.. i waltz back onto the court as a ball flew down (solid actual basketball) and hit jl on the head then at first i thought its quite okay no problem but then she was like ow ow ow ow then hil's patience level was still at 1/10 (still hanging on to her temper) and we asked them to apologies but that brat just was like "it was an accident blah blah i dont need to apologise" and she was like BOOM 0/10 SUPER SAIYAANNNNNN and screamed screamed screamed her head off and i was like o.O stunned and so was everyone (my current patience level is... 7/10)

then after that really everyone walked off court and sat down. cq and I on court. he gave me a very stunned look and asked "what did we do wrong?" then i decided to be cordial and nice and replied "well, we were here first and you came on playing without our permission" then he was like "no... you gave us permission" (okay i didnt rmb whether we did so i just assumed we did) then i like asked him some philosohpical question LOL "so if we asked you to leave now, would you?" then he got stunned there and ignored me, just shooting here and there. (patience.. still 7/10 caus i was being nice right?)

then because they really wanted to play we decided to go ahead with the cq and I vs brat 1 and brat 2 (lol i dunno their name la) and played ard with them quite okay-ly and after awhile cq and i just like almost bully them T_T and they were like not very sporting la say we cheat here foul there and all but we just play on la. kids are kids k? lol. then after a while they said wanted to rest. so i went to rest also. but then cq still there and they came back le. so i was like. aiya cq u talk to them la.

so they made this uber deal which was. 2 of them vs cq. they only 3 pts to win, he nid 10 pts. so they played played played and we told cq to just fang all the ma guo qu so he really just fang. the score went like this. (comments by brats in brackets)

2-1 (okay we only need 2 more points to win)
3-1 (same as above)
4-1 (same as above)
5-1 (hey travelling! (when its not la ) )
6-1 (okay we only need 2 more points to win) LMAO LMAO LMAO
okay pause. here's where i evil-ly replied "didnt you say that 5 points ago? :P ah so evil

then.. 7-1 (hey he charged at me) when he didnt even touch them
8-1 (okay we only need 2 more points to win) HAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA we just sat there laugh at them
9-1 (okay how about we make the next point the last ball so lets set the score to 9-2)
so score was set to 9-2.
then the "star player" went again "watch me im michael jordan" then he owned himself and cq pwned them. HAHA.

after that my patience was still okay la. caus i was laughing at them so not angry at them. makes sense? so then they continued to shoot balls and i asked cq "eh you nvr make a deal with them that if they lose they must leave?" and he was like "i got wad but they now say dun haf" so i went in myself =P and talked to him.. like .. "hey you've played quite a lot already could you please leave now? thanks" then he completely daoed me. COMPLETELY DAOED ME. (patience drops with increasing rate) lol. (4/10)

he shoots another ball (3/10)
balls slips past me, he grabs it laughs and runs off, shooting again (2/10)
he continues to run around shooting. (1/10)

i was holding the netball. i threw it back to the bench people and said. "take the ball."

then i went up and like just took the ball from him. stared him in the eye. and immediately he knew like he was gonna die if he didnt leave. hm. staring prowess. then he immediately was like "sorry sorry we'll leave" and siamed out.

ah i feel evil this is the longest part of my post HAHA.

all credits to azaac!
had a wonderful barbeque dinner n went home with uncle hans n reached home..
i suggest everyone to go look at charmaine or hillary or azaac's blog cos it is definitely more detailed and got pictures too! i prefer hillary's blog.. :DDD
tat's all
byebye

i'm sorry

like i said before,trust can be build up in many years,

but it just take one second to break,

today the trust totally shattered into pieces.

i m crying.

today lightning struck me for doing something bad.

really bad.

i was really super scared the hell out of me.

thanks for everyone's concern about today's matter,

especially jaslyn for counselling me,

thanks for charmaine for the hugs,

thanks for weiting for comforting me(though she is not really good at comforting ppl),

thanks for edeline,yingying,sharmaine,fione,ziwei,xiaoshuang,and many many more ppl

for showing me lots n lots of concern n care.

so sad amelia didn't talk to me..

though ms poon might b a little harsh when she said we should not bond anymore,

but i m sure tat she didn't mean it.

she is just angry with me n chenfeng.

thanks for mdm chua for showing me concern too,

i know tat i shld b responsible to bear the consequences of my own action,

(though i may not have the rights to say bout being responsible now)

i noe the mistakes i done

and i m really sorry.

today i really wished tat i would just disappear in this world or just go die.

mayb ppl will be happier tat way.

but i know i shld not b thinking this way.

i admit tat i was wrong to help in the wrong way,

it's my fault to help,

my fault to lie,

my fault to cry,

my fault tat everyone got scolded,

i deserve this.

i derserved to lose the position of a treasurer,

i deserved to not be trust anymore,

i deserved to be scolded,

cos i deserved all of this.

i m not trying to say tat i m in no fault at all,

cos it takes two hands to clap.

but i just want you to know tat,

i m sincerely sorry.

through the eyes of a teenager

Through the eyes of a teenager
Every day passes,
Reminding me of lessons to be learned.
Opportunities pass me by,
Showing me things to be earned.

I do not know life as an adult see it,
Only as a child and teen.
I can only guess what life is meant to be,
Based on what I've seen.

Today I learned of love,
And the pain that it may bear.
You can never know a peson's truth,
Behind the masks they wear.

I do not know the meaning of love,
Or why it is never true.
I'm unsure of so many things these days,
I know less than I thought i knew.

I find it's getting difficult,
To distinguish between bad from good.
And although it sounds cliche,
I am a child misunderstood.

I need to move on past from hurts,
Move to heaven from this hell.
I need to stand up to others,
And to myself as well.

I don't know how to tell,
A good friend from bad.
We talk behind each other's backs,
Ruining the trust we had.

When I stare into the mirror,
I see things I wish I could deny.
A fear of judgment and confrontation,
I can no longer look myself in the eye.

If everyone has to go,
Through torment and through pain.
If they understand the hurt,
That is another's gain.

If they can feel,
The burden of their fears.
And know the cost,
Of showing their tears.

If they know how it feels,
To have a lover or a friend.
Stab their backs with knives,
Why are they so cruel to say
These are the best years of our lives?

credits all to minshi!
taken this from minshi's blog.

this poem sets me thinking,wat have i done right in my teenage life?
wat have i done wrong in my teenage life?
after thinking,i realised tat the things mentioned in the poem we have all done it before.
let us be honest and face our true self,
have you done it too?

the guy in the picture looks like sharmaine! haha no offence :X

who agrees? *raise up hands*

i realise i blog whenever i m unhappy.

today i blogged 2 times

tat means i m unhappy?

maybe,maybe not

sometimes i blog cos i find something funny n i wan to share

like the one bout the 'bitch'

haha,tat was truly funny..

thanks for everyone's concern who tagged at my blog

:D

& steph,i think u re really clumsy!

haha

is my blog really emo?

a lot of ppl said tat..

is it true?

erm..

but i think i m very cheerful wat...

zzz..

lol

-.-

byebye

it will only hurt if i keep holding on,but i don't mind the hurt.

though the hurt is sometimes unbearable,

i still continue to hold on.
i recall all the memories we shared together,

but all i could do is cry.

is not that we have not shared any happy memories together,

but these memories reminds me of the fact that you have already left me.

' let go '

i always tell myself.

but somehow,the more i tell myself to let go,

the more i cry.

it's just like putting salt on the wound that is going to recover,

making the wound unable to recover, forever.

the memories still are as fresh as always,

though it's already very old.

they never turn yellow,

never grey,

never will disappear.

sometimes i really wished that i could run to a faraway place,

where no one knows me,

where no one knows my past.

i can live my life like never before,

try things that i have never tried before.

learn things that i could never learn in school,

and make new memories like never before.

somewhere i know i won't be hurt,

somewhere i know i will never see you again.

somewhere i will be alone.

cute picture! i went to find every one of the picture..this is the combination of all the pictures :D

Yesterday is history.

Tomorrow is a mystery.

Today is a gift.

~Eleanor Roosevelt

COUNTDOWN!

Common test is in 1 weeks' time!

haven start revising for anything yet..

lol..-.-

here is the schedule..

(since i have nothing to blog bout..)

11 Aug: Geography

12 Aug: History

13 Aug: English

14 Aug: Chinese

17 Aug: Eng Literature

18 Aug: Mathematics

19 Aug: General Science

ta-da!

zzz...LOL!

nvm..
i miss min shi n everyone frm JPS..

teachers' day is coming!

in about 1 month's time..

then i can see everyone again!

COUNTDOWN!

quotes definitely need to rmb

hihi everyone!
this post will sure b very interesting
haha
having a mass conversation with all of the C^4 members on msn.
here re some quotes tat they said..

Hillary says:
1)a bitch is a female dog,and dogs bark. Barks grow on trees and trees are the beauty of nature.learn how to appreciate the word 'bitch'
2)ur objective is not to let her make u mad but herself go crazy
haha..
very short post
:D
byebye