happy sweet 16th, YINGYING HOR! (L)

Lots of cake smashing hoho. See pictures on my Fb!

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Finally it's Friday! One week has finally passed YAY.

But lots of tests coming up so BOO YEAH.

Just got home after eating @ Pizza Hut with MAY, JOEY & BOBSAI HUIHUI.

Nothing much to say so shall just end here.

Oh but one thing to say,

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR.

MONEY MONEY MONEY$$$$.

Bye :) Jieling loves you for reading! :)

I JUST FOUND OUT RECENTLY THAT I'M :

1. FREAKING FICKLE-MINDED.
2. LOVES TO USE THE WORD FREAKING


Okay, 2 things I found out about myself recently.




School's been fine, stressful though. Everyday go home just wanna sleep but there lots of homework to do. Too bad. And I miss 205 badly :(


D: Let's go out soon okayyyyyy.



Secondary 4 life sucks.

Now everyday I look forward to choir. Even though knowing that we're going to get scoldings, but still it's my only form of escape. I seriously doubt I can handle with the stress after Top 6 hand over the Choir. D: I'll miss singing so so much.

LALALA.

Okay I shall just look forward to SYF first. Gold here we come. Not that I doubt we can get a gold with honours, but practically speaking, with the choir progessing at this rate now, being able to sustain our gold might be tough. OKAY TOUCH WOOD.






Best picture I could find!

And thanks to these 2
FREAKING-CRAZY-YET-I-LOVE-THEM-SO-MUCH-DE-GO-HOME-TOGETHER-CHOIR-BUDDIES,
I manage to go through all these stress.
THANKYOU JASLYN HONG & LIUWEITING.
What am I gonna do without you two.


Sidetrack a bit,
THIS IS LIKE A THANKING CEREMONY. BUT OH WELL, SINCE I'M IN THE MOOD, WHO CARES :DDD


And also, thanks to MY-ALL-TIME-FAVOURITE-MUSHROOM, a.k.a. LAME QUEEN.
& BIMBO-HOR a.k.a. AH LIAN HOR!
& SHORTY EDELINE :)




LAST BUT NOT LEAST, THESE
FREAKING-AWESOME-PEOPLE-WHO-MADE-MY-TIME-IN-404-AMAZING.
I love JOURNEY TO THE FREAKING WEST.

-Guanyin mama.

HAHA inside joke.

HUIHUI'S NOT IN THIS PICTURE. SOMEDAY I'LL KIDNAP HER AND MAKE HER TAKE A PICTURE WITH MEEEE. :D

Well, lots more ppl to thank, but this basically sums it all.

Bye :)

I like how pictures are framed when I using this html. :)

Letters to you, you and you.

To many of you(s),

This really isn't about me isn't it. It's just all about you, then you again, and always you. And it always will be. Never changing. Everything will eventually come back to you. Because the end point of everything you do, is you.

I've seen so much people, met so many people, who are all just the same.

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What's that feeling I'm feeling right now at this moment. Lots of stuff.

Like there's something heavy on my chest. What was that word? Burdened.

Okay, this is gonna be a very disorganised post cos I'm just writing the first thing that comes to my mind right now.

It's been days since you were on my mind.

You, who always spoils my mood whenever I saw your message or your missed calls on my list.

Why. Cos I hate you?

But why when I realised I missed your birthday on the 12th, I feel so so bad. I'm so sorry I didn't reply you to say a simple Happy Birthday. I kept thinking about you the next day, and my mood was totally spoiled during the camp. Because whenever I think of you, I get reminded of certain things I wish I'd never remember. But why do I still feel guilty. Cos I threw away all the things you gave me? The thought of you just makes me want to hide in a corner and cry my heart out like that night. The worst night of my life. Maybe it's all my fault that things turned out this way. I never thought we would end up like this. All broken. Shattered.

And then you came back like nothing happened. But I'm not like you, I could never be like you.

And now there's only some things I like to tell you, even though I know you'll never read this.

I'm sorry for that night, that night when the moon wasn't up on the sky.

Wishin' I'd realise what I had when you were mine. Sorry for me being so stupid.

And I swear if we loved again I swear I'll love you right. I'll go back in time and change it, but I can't. And lastly, the words I didn't dare to tell you on that day, happy 16th birthday.