Realisation struck me.

Shitty hell now I'm feeling so bad of myself. Why am I so selfish.

You know that it doesn't matter as long as we got each other.

Jay Sean- 2010 (It Ain't The End)

I always liked Jay Sean's songs (Y)

[Jay Sean]

Ohh ohh
2-0-1-2
Ohh-yeah
It's alright, Oh It's alright
You know what they say
Life aint always easy and everyday
we're survivors
So forget the day
Its all about tonight at the school and start a riot, a riot be rebel
Bottles poppin til we cant stand
We keep it rockn til 6 am
New York to London over to Japan

Turn it up .. Turn It Up.. Mash it up
We gonna party like
Party like it's the end of the world
We gonna party like, like it's 2012
You know that it doesn't matter as long as we got each other

Turn it up.. Turn it up .. Mash it up
It ain't the end of the world
Ohhhhh
Gonna live like it's the end of the world
Gonna party like
Ohhhhh
Turn it up... Turn it up... Mash it up
It ain't the end of the world

[Nicki Minaj]

Simile's, metaphors and we pop pills
sick flow inundated with the doc bills
work hard, now we know how to top bills
in the middle of the street doing cartwheels
lot of them tryna do it but its not real
wasn't a rapper then I coulda got a pop deal
white girls in a hot pink hot wheels
lot of bottles and a lot of booty cocktails
uh, days of our lives
you wink it goes by
so we'll just get it with no edits
anything goes so no time for closed minds
and free my lil weezy
and lets just get right
Young Money, Cash Money in the building
lets go the World ends tonight

[Jay Sean]

have a drink with me
And lets make tonight go down
In history.. in history yeahh
lets make believe
Its the last 24 hours and this whole world is ours
eternally, eternally

Heyyyyy
Bottles poppin til we cant stand
We keep it rockn til 6 am
New York to London over to Japan
Turn it up .. Turn It Up.. Mash it up
We gonna party like

Party like, like its the end of the world
We gonna party like, like it's 2012
You Know that it doesn't matter as long as we got each other
Turn it up.. Turn it up .. Mash it up
It ain't the end of the World
Ohhhhhhhhhhh
We got live like its the end of the world
We gotta party like
Ohhhhhhhhhhhh

Turn it up .. Turn It Up.. Mash it up
It aint the end of the world
Noooooooooooooooooooooo
No I'm not gonna follow
Anything that say anymore
It's never to late to start living
So let start it with here right now
Party like like its the end of the World
We gonna party like like it's 2012
You Know that it doesn't matter as long as we got each other

Turn it up.. Turn it up .. mash it up
It ain't the end of the world
Ohhhhhhhhh
We gonna live like its the end of the World
We gonna party like
Ohhhhhhhhh
The world
Because the world keeps spinning
The world keeps spinning around...

SO, I BROUGHT THIS BOOK. After buying Linger and Shiver.

Currently I'm already half way through the book. Quite a good book, but the plotline is progessing so slowwwwww.

Well, the book is about Angels (DUH.) and in this book, angels are not good and kind, in fact, they invaded the world and they suck up the energy fields of human beings, in other words, they fed on the energy fields of humans. After their energy fields being sucked, they become weaker and eventually die with some disease. But they of course didn't know it was the angels who killed them. Slowly, the angels become stronger while humans on Earth dies one by one. Then the CIA found out about this and they trained a batch of AKs, also known as Angel Killers. Basically, they go all over the world and kill angels with bullets. Then there was Alex, one of the AKs trained. He was instructed to kill Willow, who was a half-angel. Her mom is human while her dad is an angel.

But Willow doesn't know she was a half-angel until she met Alex. So the angels were determined to kill Willow because the angels think that Willow has the power to destroy the angels. Alex then helped Willow to run away while the angels are still tracking down both of them.

So that's what I know. So I think they fell in love and...

I don't know. Shall continue reading.

Anyway I think the cover of the book looks creepy. And the title totally contradicts the cover of the book. HAHA that's what my mom told me.

Okay this week's gonna be a busy week cos I'm going out everyday and the week following I'll be gone to Genting! YAY. :D

bye :)

I'm glad for some reason that I didn't go. Though I wasted $12. WTH.

But I was really feeling sick okay. Stop arguing with yourself.

Hero - Enrique Iglesias

Would you dance, if l asked you to dance?

Would you run, and never look back?

Would you cry, if you saw me crying?

And would you save my soul, tonight?

Would you tremble, if I touched your lips?

Would you laugh? Oh please tell me this.

Now would you die, for the one you loved?

Hold me in your arms, tonight.



I can be your hero, baby.

I can kiss away the pain.

I will stand by you forever.

You can take my breath away.

Would you swear, that you'll always be mine?

Or would you lie?

would you run and hide?

Am I in too deep? Have I lost my mind?

I don't care...You're here tonight.



I can be your hero, baby.

I can kiss away the pain.

I will stand by you forever.

You can take my breath away.



Oh, I just want to hold you.

I just want to hold you.

Am I in too deep?

Have I lost my mind?

I don't care...You're here tonight.



I can be your hero, baby.

I can kiss away the pain.

I will stand by your forever.

You can take my breath away.



I can be your hero.

I can kiss away the pain.

And I will stand by you forever.

You can take my breath away.

You can take my breath away.


I can be your hero.

(Y)

Time flew.

Found this in my comp when I was deleting stuff. Haha i screenshot it from the video we took in Taiwan. Look at Mr Mun.

Holidays have been, well, fun at times and utterly boring at time. By the way I realise I like to use the word 'utterly' often. Not sure why.

Anyway, Culture Pot just ended a few days ago and it was a good performance, apart from the fact that during the last song, our timing was different but luckily we managed to get back on track before the song end. Ms Yin said it was a good performance and I think so too.

Sad to say, this would be my last time performing for Culture Pot. Next time, I'll be the one sitting thr, among the other audiences, watching NH choir perform. I'll definitely miss that feeling.

Time has been flying pass so quickly. Another year's going to end soon in a month's time.

Oh god it's raining again.

Anyway, time has been flying pass so quickly that I realise I've already spent 3 years of my life in NanHua.

Here in NanHua, memories of my secondary life were made.

Here in NanHua, I've met many many different kinds of people and also at the same time, found friends whom I can trust and rely on.

Here in NanHua, I've discovered my passion of singing and realise I can actually sing pretty okay.

During the times in NanHua, I've shed tears and yeah, experience things I thought I would never have done.

And also, I've regretted and rejoiced.

So many things that I'll never forget.

Sigh.

Okay shall stop being emotional.

Yesterday just got the SYF set piece for next year, called 'The Wind'.

Well, it was based on a poem and I thought it was easier than 'White Horses'.

Still, 'White Horses' sounded better.

Okay, run out of things to say.

One last thing to say,

Bye :)

I WANT TO JUST SLEEP.

sorry i'm not as confident as you. I'm just me.

3 words. Could mean the whole world.

Wow. Just watch The Time Traveler's Wife.

And I watched I Gave My First Love To You yesterday.

Both movies made me cry.

Both movies, the man died.

Both movies, the girl lived in pain after losing their love.

Oh god. So sad. Now I want to cry somemore.

OH GOD. I WANT.

I WANT BOTH OF THESE. BADLY.

PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE I WANT IT.

I want both of those pretty shoes. VERYMUCH.

I also want a bag with white and blue stripes like my blog's wallpaper now.

OH GOD. WHERE TO FIND ALL THESE STUFF.

I know I can get those shoes from COTTONON but WHERE do I get the bag.

FREAKFREAKFREAK I'M DESPERATE.

I don't know why I like blue so much.

Just like I don't know why I like the sky so much.

Btw, I TOTALLY LOVE MY NEW WALLPAPER.

EVERYTHING IS THIS WALLPAPER NOW.

Phone's wallpaper. Twitter's wallpaper. Blog's wallpaper.

I will never get tired looking at this wallpaper.

Reading Linger by Maggie Stiefvater currently.

I finish the 1st book 'Shiver' in like, 2 DAYS?

And it's like as thick as my bio textbook, just that the paper is smaller.

Great book I must say if not I wouldn't have finished the 1st book in 2 days and immediately brought the 2nd book 'Linger' even before I read finish 'Shiver'.

I really true to say that if you are a fan of Twilight, you will definitely love 'Shiver'.

There are 3 books to the series, 1st is 'Shiver', 2nd is 'Linger', while the 3rd one is 'Forever'

The sad thing is, I googled and found out 'Forever' is only gonna come out July 12, 2011.

Which is like, freaking long away?

But meanwhile, I'm deciding to read the book 'Lament', also by Maggie Stiefvater. I read the synopsis and think it'll be another great book hahaha.

Yesterday was the last day of school!

Officially saying:

'' Goodbye, school. HELLOOOOOOOOOOOO HOLIDAYS! I'm so glad to see you. :)''

Gonna be lots of shopping and playing and catching up with friends plus homework.

But still, holidays are here! YAY.

Mom asked me to work at her place. $6-$8/hour!

Great deal but it's during my birthday week. So the whole week I'm working from 7.30am to 6pm.

I'm pathetic, having to work on my birthday.

BUT STILL, there's money to earn! :)

LALALALALA. I feel like a bird just let out of her cage.

And I want to be a blue bird. Like those blue birds which appear in disney fairytales.

Oh blue reminds me of the movie 'Megamind'.

'OH MY GIANT BLUE HEAD!'

Hahahaha. Bye :)

I knocked my wrist on my marble table and now there's a bruise on my wrist.

How cool is that.

Well, school's being tiring lately, everyday until 3 instead of normal time 2.30pm.

Plus, there's CCA! -.-

Chinese O lvls in 3 days' time. Fast huh.

But after that it will be time to PARTYYYYYE.

Haha haven gone shopping with yingying and edeline as promised.

Definitely will go after chinese Os.

Honestly, I'm not very scared for chinese Os. Maybe because chinese have always been my best subject since I was P1. Still, preparation is still necessary! Thanks to mom I having chinese tuition at home almost everyday.

Oh I saw Martin on the way to sch on wed. Oh boy isn't he tall. His head was like going to hit the ceiling of the bus when he was standing up. He always have to bend down to hear what I saying. Haha sorry for the fact that he's too tall. I'm not short okay.

He made me thought of Minshi and all of a sudden I was emo-ing.

I MISS MINSHI LIKE HELL SHITTTT.

I miss her smile.

I miss her laugh.

I miss her cheerfulness.

I miss how she always care for others before thinking of herself.

I miss the days when we went home together.

I miss her everything.

Most importantly, I MISS MY BESTEST FRIEND.

Oh god I sound like some weird stalker.

Anyways, I wish her all the best for her chinese O lvls.

Definitely going to meet her up after chinese Os and catch up with her.

Force her to tell me everything. HEHEHEHE.

I LOVE MY BEST FRIEND.

They say you always meet your best friend when you're young, because that's when your hearts are the purest. In my best friend, I found her pure heart. And I'm so glad that I found her.

''Best friends are like diamonds, hard to find.

False friends are like fallen leaves, found everywhere.''

-Anomalous

Hope time pass quickly.

Byebye :)