i m feeling emo now,for no reason.
so just shut up n listen to what i have to say.
recently i have thought of a lot of things but i don't know why,actually.
reality is just like that,sometimes happy,sometimes sad,sometimes,is hurtful.
everyone have to face up to reality,including me.
sometimes i have negative thoughts n i suddenly don't even remember who i am.
what happen to u?
nowadays,u cry so easily and hurt yourself so badly.
where has the cheerful n optimistic u gone to?
i would think tat to myself,asking myself.
i realised that i could cry so easily n so whole-heartedly recently
i dunno why, but sometimes i just stop and realised tat my face is wet,and tears just can't stop flowing.i could cry my whole heart out without knowing why. why? what is the reason tat i can't stop?
i dunno why, but i felt afraid,scared,fear of...what? i have no idea too.
now all that's left of me, is what i pretend to be. so together, but so broken up inside.

i watched finish 放羊的星星 le!
dunno why but i feel so sad when i watched finish it..
i think it is because i really like the show a lot, cos i always get that feeling when i watched finish a drama tat i really liked...just like watching finish Boys over flowers n other korean dramas too!
speaking of korean dramas, i just started watching a korean drama called 'Hello God!'
i think the drama is nice after i looked through it's summary of the whole drama

'Hello God!' is about is 27 years old guy called Ha-ru who had mental disorder and only had a mind of a 7 year old boy. then he met Eun-hye,who had a scent of Ha-ru's lost mother. to win her heart,Ha-ru when for a very high-risk surgery to treat his mental disorder. the surgeon had to put a microchip into Ha-ru's brain which could endanger his life. the surgery was successful but the microchip could anytime press on Ha-ru's brain nerves n die. after the surgery,Ha-ru become very smart and rich too...then unexpected events happen around Ha-ru...
this is a brief summary of the drama..haha i feel as doing a advertisement

have maths test on mon
chinese test in 2 weeks time
and COMMON TEST is after national day!
sad..
so tiring..
byebye