Losing.

I'm losing strength. I'm losing the fight. I'm losing myself.

Oh god it's 12 midnight already.
Actually I stayed up to wish szelim HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SZELIM! :D

Just finished my book 'The Host' by Stephenie Meyer.
I seriously recommand this book!!!
When I was reaching the end I cried like hell.
Normally I cry silently but today I really cried.
Just cant control the voice and then let it out. It was really loud. It's been a really long time since I heard my own crying cos normally thr was no sound when tears fall.
Scared the wits out of my mom and sis haha.
They thought I had some sad stuff or whatever.
Good Book!! :D

Ok it's really late now and 2moro I'm going to meet up with joeylim haha.
byebye :)

i'll put on my smile:) i'll promise.