LALALA.

Currently listening to 987 FM Top 100 countdown.

OMG top 45 is One less Lonely girl by Justin Bieber haha. May's gonna be so damn happy if Baby was the Top #1 song of 2010. Hahah.

Okay so today's the last day of 2010.

Wishes for 2011:

1. GET ALL As FOR O'S. Hopefully a few A1 and one A2.

2. Save up.

3. Lose a few weights?

4. GROW TALLER.

5. Be a nicer person.

6. I hope all the people I love stays with me.

7. I hope nothing changes. I like the way things are right now.

Regrets for 2010:

1. Failed relationships. Friendship and other relationships likewise.

2. Not too good grades? Maybe.

3. Too selfish.

4. Never grow taller than I want. -.-

5. Too fat. I gained weight wtf.

Okay basically I love all my friends.

Top 44 is Kesha's Your Love is My Drug. 43 is Parachute. Lol parachute is such a nice song shld be top 30 at least.

Tonight's gonna be bombarded by new year msgs?

Hope I won't be late on the first day of sch huh. If not watermelon's gonna give me wake up call which is gonna be so damn embarrassing. But he say it's fine. Thanks to him I've been able to sleep these past week cos he's been talking to me until 2am in the morning just to accompany me. Thank you! :D best guy friend ever.

Okay THANK YOU TO EVERYONE who loved me this 2010. Yes, to you and you and you and my blog. Thanks blog, for listening me crap.

Okie byebye :)

Hey how do you like my new blogskin hohoho.

I spent hours to make it there cos of some problems I faced.

But in short, I'm stupid. Ya, and I'm lousy with computers.

Ok blog next time hehe bye :)

by the way, pls hover over the time beside the post cos I think it's chio :) I mean the effects.

Ya, I hate it.

I hate seeing people scolding each other. Is the person you are scolding really worth your attention? I don't know about you but for me, I simply don't give a god damn about what the person I hate says about me or whatever. Does scolding each other really makes you feel better? If it is, then I've nothing much to say.

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I'm just saying what I want to say so, please no comments.

It's just heartbreaking to see people targeting each other.

Just let it go, would you?

School's starting in a week's time and I'm not really prepared to start my life as a Sec 4.

Sec 4 life always seemed so far away for me when I was Sec 1. But in a week's time, I'm gonna be a Sec 4. WOW.

Stressful year, I bet. Mom says she gonna help me for O's, but rather then saying help, i think the better word is drill. Like how she helped me for my PSLE.

It was painful memories. Seriously? Painful.

Have you been whacked almost every week? By hands or belt or clothes hanger or whatever? Well I have. Have you cried almost everyday during a part of your life? I have too. After all that beating I received, I finally managed to jump from the one of the lousiest class of EM2 to the EM1. Not the best class of EM1 of course, but the last class of EM1.

Eventually I was 2nd in my P6 class and I cried after receiving my PSLE results. For what I cried? Maybe happiness, or just plain relief.

Since then, Mom nvr really beat me up already. Mostly sis is the one being beaten up. But i think hers is more painful, by a skipping rope which is made of plastic? Now I made my mom sound like someone who abuses us. Haha no but she says it's a process of studying. Whatever, I don't really care.

Really hope I can cope through 2011? Pray and pray and more praying.

And plus I still need to raise money to go Europe. T.T

And I wanna learn drums after O's. The kind where you put water on the drum and there is lighting below the drum? WOOHOO that's really cool.

Okay shall blog next time when I feel like blogging. Lol haha.

Bye :)

I kinda bored of blogging. Kinda.

I'm not the kind of person who takes a lot of photos and post them on my blog.

I'm not the kind of person who goes out every day and have something to blog about everyday.

I'm not that kind of person.

And I'm definitely not the kind of person who is nice enough to write every single thing that happened today. Cos I'm lazy.

Whatever.

By the way, dad told me he saw the pair of shoes at Rubi's and has my size. OHMYGOSH I'M SO EXCITED COS I'M GONNA GET IT TOMORROW NO MATTER WAT.

Okay I think I got split personality le.

Anyway, MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! :D

I LOVE MY FRIENDS.

BYE :)

I also yearn for someone who loves me for who i am. But first, I have to find that someone cos not everyone is the right one. Find me somebody to love~ Reminded of Justin Bieber LOL.

Well, ms saw haven post bio homework for 2 weeks now. I won't bother asking other ppl, cos if ms saw ask why i nvr do, i'll tell her the truth and show it to her,provided that she believes me or watever,i don't really care.

Been working for the past 4 days and tomorrow is my last day of work, for the week, at least. Next week still gotta work on 21/12, 22/12 and 23/12. $$$! HEHEH. Planning to my family a big feast after I get my pay. And maybe considering buying a coffee table for my family. Budget, below 200 bucks pls!

Well, I'm officially 15 already since my birthday was 2 days ago. Yeah someone spoilt my mood on that special day of mine. Nvm about that.

In fact, I wasn't really excited about my birthday, just that it's just another day and I needa go to work. SIAN.But for the sack of money, ya. I sound like a money freak.
But really, I AM POOR. Nothing changes that fact, not even when your birthday comes. Not like you'll get rich on your birthday or anything. It's just another normal day like any other, just that you feel a bit special cos it marks the ___th year that you are living on earth.

Anyway,I still enjoyed my birthday on a dinner date with family at weat mall. It was fun cos mom keep making weird noise and ugly faces and me and sis tried to imitate her but failed. Dad just kept laughing at mom HAHA. Dad was arguing with mom about which waitress serves our table and Dad says every waitress also can but Mom says only one serves one table. Then Mom was so brave to ask that waitress that she said, who she assumed to serve our table, and asked the waitress if she serves only our table.
The waitress was like HUH? and then HAHAHA No we serve every customer here. Then Mom was like so embarrassed HAHA. Me and sis just kept laughing and laughing. I'm glad I had a perfect family :)

I can't imagine what will it be like if I lost either one of my parents.
TOUCH WOOD.

Okay it 1.30am in the morning, guess I shld sleep now since I'm working tomorrow.

Bye :)
Btw I realise I have a thing for tall guys with black framed specs. OMG.

有没有那麽一种永远,
永远不改变.
拥抱过的美丽,
都再也不破碎.

Been listening to 五月天's songs and I find all of their songs so meaningful. Like the song 如烟 by them, the WHOLE SONG's lyrics doesn't repeat AT ALL. Every verses is different, every chorus is different. Now I totally love this song. Okay shall search for more songs by them.

Letter to myself.

Dear me,

You just don't learn your lessons. The same thing repeats over and over again and still, you don't learn your lesson. Wait till everyone that you love leaves you and then you will learn your lesson? Until then, it's already too late. Then you will be left there, all by yourself. I thought you can't live without your friends? But then why don't you treasure them? Always wait till they leave you then you regret. THEN YOU REGRET. So, does regretting help to bring them back? No, obviously. *roll eyes* Watermelon's gone and you didn't even say goodbye because you were watching that damn movie yesterday. And then you regret. Jaslyn's gone and you overslept and you didn't manage to say goodbye too. And then you regret. Who's next? Weiting? I know you don't think it's a big deal because they'll still be coming back but don't you just hate yourself for being such a lousy friend? Still say buddies. What kind of buddy are you. No one's gonna say 'Hey I'm walking out of your life and you suck, bye!' to you when they leave. You never know. All you have to do is to cherish them while they are STILL in your life. Don't do things that you will regret. DO NOT DO THAT. I hate how you are so self-centred. Cherish your friends if you really love them.

Loves,

Me.

P.s. I really hope they get back safe and sound. I'll give them a big hug when they come back.