Ya, I hate it.

I hate seeing people scolding each other. Is the person you are scolding really worth your attention? I don't know about you but for me, I simply don't give a god damn about what the person I hate says about me or whatever. Does scolding each other really makes you feel better? If it is, then I've nothing much to say.

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I'm just saying what I want to say so, please no comments.

It's just heartbreaking to see people targeting each other.

Just let it go, would you?

School's starting in a week's time and I'm not really prepared to start my life as a Sec 4.

Sec 4 life always seemed so far away for me when I was Sec 1. But in a week's time, I'm gonna be a Sec 4. WOW.

Stressful year, I bet. Mom says she gonna help me for O's, but rather then saying help, i think the better word is drill. Like how she helped me for my PSLE.

It was painful memories. Seriously? Painful.

Have you been whacked almost every week? By hands or belt or clothes hanger or whatever? Well I have. Have you cried almost everyday during a part of your life? I have too. After all that beating I received, I finally managed to jump from the one of the lousiest class of EM2 to the EM1. Not the best class of EM1 of course, but the last class of EM1.

Eventually I was 2nd in my P6 class and I cried after receiving my PSLE results. For what I cried? Maybe happiness, or just plain relief.

Since then, Mom nvr really beat me up already. Mostly sis is the one being beaten up. But i think hers is more painful, by a skipping rope which is made of plastic? Now I made my mom sound like someone who abuses us. Haha no but she says it's a process of studying. Whatever, I don't really care.

Really hope I can cope through 2011? Pray and pray and more praying.

And plus I still need to raise money to go Europe. T.T

And I wanna learn drums after O's. The kind where you put water on the drum and there is lighting below the drum? WOOHOO that's really cool.

Okay shall blog next time when I feel like blogging. Lol haha.

Bye :)