Surprised to see i actually can blog using my phone! Omg. Haha. Well as usual i m reading my book n just felt a little bored, so i came to try if i could blog using my phone. Surprised to see it is actually possible. Still on Breaking Dawn now, decided to read the book slowly cos i dun wan everything to end. I hate the feeling of ending. It's a weird feeling, u wan to noe wat is going to happen n u feel excited all over it and then now knowing this is the last book and everything is going to come to an end,u decide to hold ur excitement and be sad cos everything is going to end but u really really wan to know the ending. Who goes through the same feeling as me? I think few. Some people will think this is stupid. But i don't care. I am who i am.

somethin caught my eye. which is this.
Valentines Day the movie
Releasing on Febuary 14 2010
who is inside?
go see the trailer.
Taylor Swift + Taylor Lautner act as couple!
haha. they are not the main character but just a small part.
and most of all they actually kissed. omg.

Tears are words hearts can't say.

hello ppl! :) found a very nice phrase from minshi's blog n pasted it here. to be exact,above. thanks minshi!
i realise thr are a lot of inspiring things or words or phrases in minshi's blog,thus i like to read her blog :)

well today is another day for me. phew.
woke up at 8. tat was early for me cos during the holidays i normally sleep until 10+ cos i always read till 1 or 2 in the morning(or should i call it night?) thanks to my sis for putting an alarm.-.-
read another chapter of Breaking Dawn n then slept a little while more but it was really bright.
went to eat mac with mum while sis was asleep at home. haha. when we came back she was still asleep. -.- good sleeper i should say.
then went to Jurong point with mum n sis. brought stuff from popular which are mostly pens. for me. duh.
then went to look around n walk around until 1+ n took 198 to sch.
on the bus, sharmaine sms-ed me n we had a really LAME conversation.
she called me to get a wheel chair when i was lame. LAME! -.-
it's no wonder she is called 'THE LAME QUEEN!'
we shld have an award for her. especially made for sharmaine tan.
reached sch around 1.50pm, choir's going to start soon n i went to the music room seeing limhui panting behind me. cos she was actually behind me n shouting for me but i didn't hear cos i was wearing earphones.obviously.
then when we saw ms yin came, i had a mouthful of water n WAS GOING to spit it out haha. but i managed to swallow it n cough like hell. haha. limhui had a good laugh -.-
choir lasted for 3 hours. as usual.today ms yin was in a good mood. thank goodness.
sang a twist in the tongue then learn the song Song By The Seashore. jap song. quite easy cos the rhythm was mostly the same. today only 10 ppl came out of 21 ppl in sop 2. so pathetic. charmaine wasn't here cos she went overseas. the last time i saw her was during open house. i miss her. n i got presents from jaslyn n charmaine today haha. :D
ms yin was in a good mood cos she joked. she joked tat our sch is a Band 9 sch! even though we are actually a Band 1 sch now... but she say our choir is like a choir from a Band 9 sch. everyone had a good laugh n huishan said :'we are not THAT bad bah.' n ms yin replied:' U ARE THAT BAD!' with a sarcastic smile haha.
got home at 6 n had dinner n blah blah then i am here blogging now.

my post is really boring today so i am sorry. but too bad u finish reading it alr.
haha.
byebye

hello ppl!
just watched the movie Sky of Love/恋空
i must say,it is really a very nice movie.
tears flooded my room. haha kidding. but i think close to it.
yesterday was christmas n channel u got the 绝对男友 special edition. i cried n flooded my living room too. lucky no one saw it. :)
a lot of questions i had after i watched it, why can't knight stay with riiko? why must knight destroy himself in order the give riiko happiness? i thought it will only hurt riiko more than ever for her to lose knight. was i wrong? n knight is the only robot i have seen who shed tears. weird.
the two movies really strained my tears. now my eyes hurts.
shall go read my book now. Breaking Dawn! now Bella is going to marry Edward. finally. haha.
byebye

this post is going to be short cos i have little time before mum chase me away from the comp. -.-
first things first,
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
it's really sad to see it's raining on the day of christmas.
good news,i finish Eclipse alr!
i just started reading it on tues n i have finished it today, fri.
it really shocks me to see i m reading so quickly.
STUNNED, HUH.
anyway going to move on to Breaking Dawn.
:)
byebye

feeling anti-social

a few things to rant about today.
Firstly, i hate 304. (maybe i haven grown to like it yet.) cos ppl in 304 are not all very friendly.
Secondly, i miss 205. Badly.
Thirdly, i felt guilty today during cca extravagenza for being anti-social. Therefore, i m sorry.
Fourthly, i got chinese homework whr u have to write 500 words for a stupid self intro.wtf.
Fifthly, my Physics sucks to the core.
Sixthly, i feel like sleeping when i know i can't.
Seventhly, i am anti-social in class COS I DUNNO WHO TO SOCIALISE WITH! @#$%$#%!
ok i m done ranting.

hello ppl it's christmas eve!! 24 dec.
just went to meet weiting so i can take my chinese homework.
guess who i saw?
i think only combined choir de ppl noe lah.
i think his name is yu jin or yu jun,i not very sure.
but he obviously dun know me at all. -.-
but i do know him cos i saw a lot of pictures of him on charmaine's blog. haha.
nvm, anyway i got the chinese paper 2 frm weiting but i dunno how am i going to it,with weiting's answers already on it? maybe i shall not do at all n tell the teacher i dun hav the paper :P
later maybe going out with family to orchard road or something. cos we always go thr whenever it's christmas. it's because orchard has nice lightings and plus, we have no whr else to go to celebrate christmas.
btw korh is back alr. going to meet him after the first day of sch cos obviously i cannot go out in the holidays.
today minshi n ppl are going to celebrate limbin's birthday. *sniff* i want to go too!
though limbin's birthday is on 26 dec,i shall wish him a VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY HERE! :D
OSO 27 DEC IS JASLYN'S BIRTHDAY. SINCE SHE IS NOT IN SINGAPORE,I'LL WISH HER A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY HERE TOO!
LAST BUT NOT LEAST,
MERRY CHRISTMAS! HOHO.

hello i m here. again. i m bored so..
just bear with me if not get out of my blog.
here is a song from the movie Confessions of a Shopaholic
this songs just make me smile no matter how many times i listen to it. :)
(but i don't like akon's voice :P)

Shontelle ft. Akon – Stuck with Each Other

You can think you can get free
You think you won’t need me
That you’re gonna get you somethin’ better
But you know that we’re in this forever
And you can think you can walk out
Even with your doubts
But you know that we’re in this together

You can try to push me from you
Nothing you do will keep us a part

Cause it’s too late, there’s no escape
Might as well face it, baby we’re stuck with each other
Stuck with each other
Ain’t nothin you can do about it
It’s been too long, it’s been too strong
Cause we belong here
Baby, we’re stuck with each other
Stuck with each other
Stuck in love with each other
(stuck in love with each other)

Yeah
Now I can say that I would not care
If you were not there
Tell myself that I’ll be fine without ya
but I would die if I was not around ya
and I can try to convince you
I don’t need to be with you
But my only thoughts are thoughts about ya
What can I do, love is like glue
There’s no way to
Tear us a part

Cause it’s too late (too late, too late)
There’s no escape, might as well face it
Baby we’re stuck with each other
Stuck with each other (with each other)
Ain’t nothin i can do about it
It’s been too long, it’s been too strong
Yes, we belong here
Baby we’re stuck with each other
Stuck with each other
(stuck with each other)
stuck in love with each other
(stuck in love with each other)

There’s nothing i’d rather do
Than to sit with you forever
Can’t think of nothing better
Than to be stuck with you

Cause it’s too late, there’s no escape
Might as well face it
baby we’re stuck with each other
Stuck with each other
Ain’t nothin we can do about it
Oh yeah

Cause it’s too late, there’s no escape
Might as well face it
baby we’re stuck with each other
Stuck with each other
Ain’t nothin I can do about it
It’s been too long, it’s been too strong
Yes, we belong here
baby, we’re stuck with each other
Stuck with each other
Stuck in love with each other
(Stuck in love with each other)

Cause it’s too long, it’s been too strong
Yes we belong here
baby we’re stuck with each other
Stuck with each other
Stuck in love with each other

Cause it’s too long, it’s been too strong
Yes we belong here
baby we’re stuck with each other
Stuck with each other
Stuck in love with each other
Stuck in love with each other

Ain’t nothin gonna stop me and you eh
Cause you know we just stuck like glue eh
Ain’t nothin we can do
We stuck in love with each other
---------------------------------------------------
nice song :)

you abandoned my heart when i left it with you. now i am empty.

hello :) it's another day at home with my sis today.
i suddenly want to see all my primary sch friends. :( i wonder when i can see them again..maybe new year? but still,it's very long away.
been listening to Leave (get out) by Jojo n i really like the chorus! :D
don't give me the you-are-slow face cos i m like tat. :P
i don't think anyone is comin to my blog anymore since no one is tagging n i m really disappointed. :( tag pls ppl!
i have decided to go watch new moon myself since i don't think anyone can watch with me. maybe i'll go on the first day of sch,mon. anyone interested? (i guess not-.-)
after a week more school is going to started! i will miss 205 but i sure want to meet my sec 3 friends! complicated feelings.
still has a bunch of homework waiting for me to finish but i just don't feel like doing.
shall continue with my book, Eclipse. it makes me excited :)
byebye

hello people i m here to blog
but these few days i realise i haven been going out n i did nothing at home other then staring at my comp.
so i m still reading my book. now i m already on Eclipse! *excited*
just watched Twilight the movie on youtube i think it is really nice n i suddenly want to watch new moon...but unfortunately i bet most of my friends has alr watched it so no one would be so stupid enough to watch it again with me.. :(
anyway i think Edward is really handsome n Jacob is really hot! haha but i don't like his long hair. short hair makes him look... HOT. haha. i wonder what will happen to Bella in the end...but i am soon going to find out after i read finish Eclipse n Breaking Dawn.
Oh yeah, by the way i found out that there is another book after Breaking Dawn, so there is the 5th book? it's called Midnight Sun. is it in book stores yet? i sure want to buy it. :)
but i found out that the first 12 chapters of Midnight Sun has been leaked out n now i got the first 12 chapters in PDF form in my comp.(cause i downloaded it. :X)
summary of Midnight Sun is that this book is in the perspective of Edward instead of Bella in the last 4 books n talks about what Edward is thinking from the start he met Bella, how he fell in love with her n how he controlled himself n blah blah,u get it.
i think i will start reading Midnight Sun when i finish Breaking Dawn, it's better to follow in sequence.
so if anyone of you wans the first 12 chapters of Midnight Sun, just leave a tag or something or go find it urself.
anyway i thought Edward is really sweet in the book,described by Bella, for instance when he went hunting, he left a note for Bella which says:

I'll be back so soon you won't have time to miss me.

Look after my heart--I've left it with you.

If i was Bella, i might have melted. haha. just kidding.

n i got to know that Eclipse the movie will be coming out June 18 2010. i will definitely go watch it. haha :D

that's all for today.

byebye

i don't care if it will hurt or feels like cutting my heart into pieces. i don't care if i will die in order to see your face again. i don't care if you don't see me so long as i can see your smile. i can always pretend i am okay when you talk to me instead of breaking into pieces in front of you. i can always lie when you ask me whether i am okay or i am fine or not,so long as i can see you. i don't care if the hole in my heart will get bigger. maybe i will die a few times before i can do all of that. i can't believe how breakable i am. nothing can heal it, not even time, i realised the fact of that later.

guess what limbin gave me as birthday present?
it TOTALLY SHOCKED ME.
it is a...........................................

MUSICBOX!!!! WHICH PLAYS THE SONG 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY' WHEN U TURN THE HANDLE.

I WAS LIKE OMG WHEN I OPEN UP THE PRESENT. REALLY,OMG.

ANYWAY,JUST WANT TO SAY A BIG THANK YOU TO THOSE WHO GAVE ME A BIRTHDAY PRESENT OR WISHED ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY. REALLY A VERY BIG THANKYOU. :)

i can't believe i just break down so easily upon seeing his name. i thought i got over it. but now i saw his name cos he tagged at someone's blog which i know. i can't believe i just break down. i can't believe it was so hard to breathe when the memories flow back to me in my head. i can't believe he tagged at samantha's blog. i m scared i m so scared that he will eventually find me. please,don't. i am begging you. please don't remember me. please don't ask anything about me. please don't ever find me. i just managed to cover all my sadness from everyone. please don't come and expose me. please don't let those memories come back to me. despite all of this begging,i realise that i really miss you.

i guess i forgot to breathe whenever u look at me.

hello people :)
just watched another ep of 海派甜心,but i still think 下一站，幸福 is better :D
i still left one more chap of maths homework n i just did 3 jian bao.
wonder if i can finish it. :(
last night while i was reading new moon, songlin suddenly sms me n wish me happy birthday -.-
n it was going to b 17 dec?! but eventually i m so kind n forgive him haha. anyway my main point is i m going to finish new moon -.- still at the climax whr bella n alice are going to find the stupid edward who thought bella was died n went to commit suicide.
still a great book. :) i m glad i brought the whole set :)
minshi just called me n told me thr might b an outing on 24 dec but i m not sure whether i can go or not cos mom says she is going to ground me if i go out without doing finish my homework. :(
i dun wan to be grounded.. :(

喜欢和感动是俩回事。但是我越来越分不清它们之间的那条线了。那条线对我来说，越来越模糊了。我不知道为什么，那短短几句话，会让我再一次感动，但是那感动却变成了心痛，变成了我对他的一种愧疚。

it's 15 dec. i m proud to announce tat i m officially 14 years old!!! :DD

hello!
i m back frm celebrating baocai's birthday n 2moro is going to be edeline's birthday
n 6 days later will b my birthday! woohoo!
woke up this morning feeling very tired..then ate breakfast n watched another ep of 下一站,幸福
now i m alr at ep 10 which i only started watching 2 days ago.
i think the storyline is very similar to 'Save The Last Dance for Me', except tat this is a taiwanese version. still, it's very nice :D
then prepare lunch for sis but forgot my lunch n went to JP to meet the others
reached thr around 1.30pm n the others were playing arcade.
ppl went today: zhikai,dennis,baocai,yeesiang,chenfeng,kina,steph,sharmaine,me
played arcade n was surprised to noe tat jp de arcade actually have neoprints *winks*
then we took neoprints but the neoprints were small(cos got 9 ppl) so cannot post up here cos it will b damn small.
then we went to the basketball court below weiting's house to play basketball but the ground is wet cos it rained.
then we played murderer at the voit deck n then when to play bball again when the rain stop then weiting came along.
then play then i don feel like playing le then went back to the voit deck to play cheat with chenfeng n yeesiang n weiting n baocai.
after tat i went home :D

13 dec i m going to celebrate my bday with minshi n ppl :D
i miss them but i m going to see everyone very soon! this sun :)

14 dec is choir outing n i m only allowed 3h. :(

15 dec is my bday n i m going out with 205 ppl to celebrate :DD

next sat i m going to go out with weiting to bugis to shop shop! :DD

hello people.
today i m stuck at home cos of my sis. -.-
something happened yesterday n i m here to rant anyway.
yesterday i told my mum tat i m going out on thurs cos got choir comm meeting & eat with edeline at vivo n my mum told me to take my sis along. like wat the hell? then i say no i don wan n she tell me tat i only can leave the house for 3 hours n like wat the fuck she wans me to do in 3 hours lah?! 1h go vivo 1h come back then only left 1h to discuss n eat? wat the hell is she thinking anyway? lucky outing with min shi is on a sun so nvm cos sun dad is at home to take care of sis. but choir outing is on mon n she expects me to go thr for only 3hs? this is the first choir outing ever since i joined NHchoir n she wans me to go for only 3hs? actually is 1h to be exact-.- n tues is my birthday n for once in my life i wan to go out with weiting to celebrate my birthday n she only gives me 3hs? i have never asked for much,only to let me have the freedom to be with my friends n 2009 is the last year tat i will b same class as weiting n she only gives me 3h? actually if i m going to bugis then i would oso only have 1h left. N MOREOVER IT IS MY 14TH BIRTHDAY. exactly how long she wans to control my freedom?! i m 14 this year alr n going to be 15 next year. i m not a small kid anymore. just because of my sis i have to sacrifice my freedom? who do u think she is? in my heart now, MY FRIENDS HAS A HIGHER PLACE THAN MY SIS. as if like u dunno like dat -.-
then i so angry n then ask weiting whether can change the outing on my birthday to next weekend n then i realise weiting actually have the same plight as me,just dat is not tat she needs to take care of her bro but is because of her mother who dun let her out. i talked to her n complain to her haha. tat's wat friends are for :) she persuade me to calm down but i was still angry. :@ it was 10 plus at night n then weiting went to sleep. i watch the tv on my own n suddenly thought of korh. if korh is in singapore,then he will chat with me when no one is awake cos korh often sleeps very late haha. but he is not :(
i miss korh. other than korh,i didn't know who to talk to cos it was very late. i cried.
ok i m done ranting.

i try to recall those memories but then i realise they have became so faraway, so vague.
because the memories have faded. of you.

hello. i guess nobody is coming to my blog anymore cos nobody's tagging n i m sad. :(
now channel u is showing some charity show. stupid.
when i was small,i used to donate by calling cos i always will cry when i watch the show.
cos it was touching. it is still touching now.
but my parents often scold me for calling n they say is a waste of money.
i thought they were heartless.
but after the NKF incident,i stop calling although i still cry whenever i watch the show cos i felt
cheated.
i hate it when people cheat my feelings. damn it.

now i seriously need to save up now.
i alr spent $50 on class chalet n KTV with marketing ppl.
i still have: 1) edeline's bday outing
2) my bday outing with minshi
3) my bday outing with weiting & amelia
4) choir outing
n i only have $70 left.
but i still need to save up. cannot spend it all at once.
money money money.
i need money. :(

i guess i m going to emo n cry myself to sleep tonight.

3 years. it's been 3 years alr n still i can't forget you. tell me what to do exactly.

i'll miss you, 205.

hello people:)
listening to Second Time Around by Lady Gaga. i can't believe she will sing these kind of song. but i m addicted to the song now other than tik tok.
thinking of changing my blogskin but i can't seem to find anything tat i like.
thr is one but i dunno why i can't download the html so i give up.
somemore if i want to change blogskin then i must transfer everything again. so mafan.
nvm,i shall continue with this blogskin to make my life easier.
by the way, who haven finish homework yet? ME.
haha. i still have my maths homework on my table n chinese jian bao n yue du bao gao.
actually thr is zuo wen n shi yong wen n paper 2 but unfortunately the last day of sch i didn't come so i did not receive(which is equals to no need to do) so sad..(:DDD)
somemore i haven look at my sec 3 bks yet..senior all tell me need to look at it first cos if not sch year starts then i might not be able to catch up.
but.. the bk is so damn thick lor.
nvm,shld worry about my homework first before i worry about anything else.
staying home everyday is boring.
even watching tv is boring.
nothing else to do on facebook. in fact, i m getting tired of facebook n i don even bother to see if i got any friend request or other requests. BORING. facebook other than quiz n games then it's not fun alr. -.-
even blogging now is ________. BORING!
but at least blogging means i voice out. i mean type out.

i miss sec 2 life.
i miss 205.
i miss my friends.
i miss weiting.
i miss amelia.
i miss all the girls in 205.
i miss outings.
i miss class chalets. (although unhappy things happened)
i miss everything that happened during my sec 2 life.

i miss NHchoir.
i miss combine choir.
i miss C^4 outings.
i miss choir concerts.
i miss C^4 ppl.
i miss charmaine.
i miss hillary.
i miss uncle hans.

i miss my pri sch friends.
i miss minshi.
i miss outings with my pri sch friends.
i miss everything.

i miss everything that happened in my sec 2 life.
i miss a part of me.

now i seriously dun wan to go to sec 3.
but it can't be helped.
why?

i still rmb the first day of sch when i was sec 1.
i was in 105.
i still rmb sec 1 orientation camp at sch.
i still rmb the first time i was late for sch was the first day of sch after chinese new year.
i still rmb choir audition for sec 1 when i got to noe sharmaine n weiting.
i still rmb sec 1 cca extravaganza when i first talk to amelia.
i still rmb 105 outing at sentosa whr we played at the bench n gregory dig a hole in the sand.
i still rmb sec 1 sports day.
i still rmb sec 1 enrichment prog when we all swim at the the clementi swimming complex.
i still rmb the last day of sch of sec 1 was a thursday. cos i was wearing tie
i still rmb 105 ate pizza together on the last day of sch.

i still rmb the first day of sch when i m sec 2.
then,i was 205.
i rmb all sec 2s must go to the hall for a talk conducted by mr ng(i forgot wat he said),but then when we were leaving,i rmb he said tat '205 REMEMBER TO BRING UR MATHS TEXTBK N EXERCISE BK FOR TOMORROW'S MATHS LESSON.' i was shocked to see ur maths teacher is actually the then discipline master. :O
but after tat,i got to noe tat mr ng is actually a very nice teacher n likes to pinch the guys n spongebob the guys n which brought entertainment to the class.
i still rmb tat i was stunned when i was announced as choir sec 2 level rep. (cos i tot it comfirm to be charmaine so i was still staring at her when they announced my name n i didn't noe until weiting shake me. i was like 'omg,u read wrongly is it?')
i still rmb combine choir practices although thr were only a few.
i still rmb combined choir outings when we play basketball n had bbq at hillary's house haha.
i still rmb 205 class chalet on june 16. (i dunno why i still rmb the date so clearly but somehow i just rmb.)
i rmb the biggest n cleaniest chalet n we had bbq on the first day. second day went cycling frm changi to changi beach to east coast park. third day was wild wild wet. super fun.
i still rmb the cheating case cos i was involved-.-
i still rmb ms poon got damn angry n even swear.
i still rmb we studied together at jp library the day before each exam of end of years.
just after the history paper then we were alr celebrating haha. :D
i still rmb the smelly in line skating shoes n i didn't even learn much :P
i rmb my last day of sch(other ppl's 2nd last day of sch),it makes me cry.
i rmb the day i got on the plane n was crying like hell shit.
when i came back i was so happy although i was alone. :DDD
i rmb 2nd class chalet n though unhappy things happened but still,it's still a precious memory for all of us.

i hope everyone will be ok n gd luck for O levels.
if u are not crying,u are not human!
or mayb u are not 205.

就像来不及许愿的流星
再怎么美丽也只能是曾经

thinking of changing my blog skin.
black or white?

HELLO PEOPLE.
i m back. ALIVE.
lots of things happened but i dun really feel like talking about it. i mean type. some more i also cannot talk cos i got a terrible sorethroat n :x.
i just came back frm class chalet yesterday n to speak the truth,i m disappointed.
nvm,shall not talk about tat.
oh my god.
i m in class 304. anyone same???