i don't care if it will hurt or feels like cutting my heart into pieces. i don't care if i will die in order to see your face again. i don't care if you don't see me so long as i can see your smile. i can always pretend i am okay when you talk to me instead of breaking into pieces in front of you. i can always lie when you ask me whether i am okay or i am fine or not,so long as i can see you. i don't care if the hole in my heart will get bigger. maybe i will die a few times before i can do all of that. i can't believe how breakable i am. nothing can heal it, not even time, i realised the fact of that later.