i can't believe i just break down so easily upon seeing his name. i thought i got over it. but now i saw his name cos he tagged at someone's blog which i know. i can't believe i just break down. i can't believe it was so hard to breathe when the memories flow back to me in my head. i can't believe he tagged at samantha's blog. i m scared i m so scared that he will eventually find me. please,don't. i am begging you. please don't remember me. please don't ask anything about me. please don't ever find me. i just managed to cover all my sadness from everyone. please don't come and expose me. please don't let those memories come back to me. despite all of this begging,i realise that i really miss you.