hello people.
today i m stuck at home cos of my sis. -.-
something happened yesterday n i m here to rant anyway.
yesterday i told my mum tat i m going out on thurs cos got choir comm meeting & eat with edeline at vivo n my mum told me to take my sis along. like wat the hell? then i say no i don wan n she tell me tat i only can leave the house for 3 hours n like wat the fuck she wans me to do in 3 hours lah?! 1h go vivo 1h come back then only left 1h to discuss n eat? wat the hell is she thinking anyway? lucky outing with min shi is on a sun so nvm cos sun dad is at home to take care of sis. but choir outing is on mon n she expects me to go thr for only 3hs? this is the first choir outing ever since i joined NHchoir n she wans me to go for only 3hs? actually is 1h to be exact-.- n tues is my birthday n for once in my life i wan to go out with weiting to celebrate my birthday n she only gives me 3hs? i have never asked for much,only to let me have the freedom to be with my friends n 2009 is the last year tat i will b same class as weiting n she only gives me 3h? actually if i m going to bugis then i would oso only have 1h left. N MOREOVER IT IS MY 14TH BIRTHDAY. exactly how long she wans to control my freedom?! i m 14 this year alr n going to be 15 next year. i m not a small kid anymore. just because of my sis i have to sacrifice my freedom? who do u think she is? in my heart now, MY FRIENDS HAS A HIGHER PLACE THAN MY SIS. as if like u dunno like dat -.-
then i so angry n then ask weiting whether can change the outing on my birthday to next weekend n then i realise weiting actually have the same plight as me,just dat is not tat she needs to take care of her bro but is because of her mother who dun let her out. i talked to her n complain to her haha. tat's wat friends are for :) she persuade me to calm down but i was still angry. :@ it was 10 plus at night n then weiting went to sleep. i watch the tv on my own n suddenly thought of korh. if korh is in singapore,then he will chat with me when no one is awake cos korh often sleeps very late haha. but he is not :(
i miss korh. other than korh,i didn't know who to talk to cos it was very late. i cried.
ok i m done ranting.

i try to recall those memories but then i realise they have became so faraway, so vague.
because the memories have faded. of you.