Now I no longer believe in happy endings, cos it doesn't even exist in real life.

Great day today. Now i'm tired.
Slept at 3am last night, woke up with DARK CIRCLES O.O
Went for breakfast at macs with mom and got home to prepare for choir.
Choir was good today,had PT first.
Run around the 4th floor for dunno how many rounds (i lost count.)
Sang school song while we ran. I couldn't catch my breath haha.
Sang the songs for speech day then we went to sing Waltzing.
OMG, IT WAS A FAILURE FOR ME.
Ms yin didn't come today,only mr poh came.
Choir split into 3 grps, with me, liyin n limhui taking one grp each.
Then we had to conduct.
I failed totally. I suck at conducting. I was too fast. I don't have tempo. Now I am sad.
Limhui's grp was the best while liyin's grp had a constant volume which was good.
My grp died half way through the song. Failure.
Decided on the days when top 6 will have their interviews individually.
SCARED I CMI.
NOT CAN MAKE IT, BUT IS CANNOT MAKE IT.
Competition is tough. Everyone's better than me.
No room for me.
THE TRUTH IS SO DEPRESSING.