Sometimes I just can't help it to feel being left out. I don't like it. But maybe I just have to get use to the feeling of being left out 'cos I am being left out. You will never know how it feels to look from the outside until you experience it for yourself and then you will know how hurt it is to envy the people inside and you really wish that you could be in the inside. But what can you do? All I can do is to simply turn my head and be convinced that I don't belong in that world of theirs. As usual, I'm just another outsider.

Hello there to whoever is reading.
Okay nothin much to blog abt today besides the fact that I'm really tired after today's choir practice. Seriously, I'm tired.
2moro's Nan Hua's annual road run! Got our class tee yesterday. IT'S RED. AGAIN. JUST LIKE SEC 1.
Dunno why recently there's nothing that can cheer me up instantly. Even if it's funny, I would just laugh for 5 secs then I lost all my effort to laugh or even smile again. People say it's easier to smile than cry but i prefer crying more than laughing. Cos laughing, for me, takes effort and sometimes could be really tiring. I don't need effort to cry then the tears flow out by itself.
okok, i'm just being emo again. my usual self.
Shall go and find something which can cheer me up. (which i don't think i can find any)
byebye