i hate it when you gave me hope again. why are you talking to me?! i thought the feeling end already. but why, do you come to talk to me and gave me hope again? now,i have to start all over again to forget you. do you know how tough it is? Cos you are not the one hurt always. Unfair.

Hello ppl. Apparently no one's been coming to my blog cos i don't see ppl tagging.(although i oso dun tag when i go other ppl's blog.) btw, wat's wrong with shannon? fight on? wat the hell? nvm.

Just finished half of my chinese homework. Shall continue with the other half tomorrow maybe.
My Physics sucks like shit lah can or not. I can't even read zero error. Failure. I don't know how to convert the measurements too. Big Failure.
Apart from Physics, Biology is the next tough subject for me. Like WAT THE HELL. Mitochrondria? Endoplasmic Reticulum? Ribosomes? Sorry, I want to sleep liao lor.
Then is Social Studies. I thought I can never touch History related stuff ever again when I am Sec 3. But fat hope for me. SS is no difference from History can or not. wth. Source-based questions are so going to kill me. Might as well I kill myself first. Gun please. -.-
Chemistry. Wat the hell is that lah. Writing Chemical Equations= 0 mark
A Maths I am still coping well lah. Liu gong kai's going to come back from reservice le. Next Week.
E Geog is ms nornie. Shall see how things goes first.
304 sucks like hell. I seriously miss 205 to the core.
As if I am going to have any friends other than 205 de 4 ppl. Gregory shall not be included since he doesn't wants to belong to 205. 304 is so un-fun. Cool ppl=Hostile ppl.

Just read Charmaine's blog. I guess I can understand some of her unhappiness. But I still envy her. At least she has friends in her class. Friends. Tough thing.

I suddenly miss minshi. miss amelia n weiting too. I guess I won't have any best friends in 304 for 2 years. Suffering. I didn't know making friends could be so hard.
I shall be anti-social in 304. New thing for me cos i have never been this anti-social before in 14 years. Now I am super scared of having group work or group discussion cos no one would want to group with a anti-social person like me. Obviously.

Who will understand. I feel so empty. Now i totally hate school. Now i feel vulgar. wtf.