You can clutch to the past so tightly that your arms are too full to embrace the present.

Hey people! Today was a really tiring day for me. Glad that I made through it.
Reached school and went to the usual place where Sharmaine & YingYing always sit. Outside the old 105 classroom. Miss those times we spent in that particular classroom with the special people which makes it so special. As usual, we were laughing like hell shit every morning lah. Cos of Sharmaine,the lame queen. :D Me & Yingying were like going to laugh our heads out cos we realise we laugh the same way cos we will move up and down,up and down. Like as though banging your head on something and you can't stop banging our head. MUAHAHA.
Kina was, as usual, having the blur blur look on her face as me & yingying laugh like siaozarbors.
Guess it's the only time when I can laugh like that.
Yingzhen didn't come today. As expected. During PE I was like super lonely. Stupid game we played and I kept losing. Might as well die. On the verge of crying le. Then went down to canteen and found the 205 girls there eating. Sat with them thinking about stuffs which I know is already too late. Got back to class and was Biology. Had practical session. Sat at the same table which me,fione,sharmaine n shannon used to sit together during practical sessions and remembered of the times I was laughing cos of Sharmaine's expression. Now the people sitting with me weren't the same people I sat with before. Complexed feelings.
Chemistry a new teacher came in. Makes no difference for me cos I always study on my own. But new teacher was so ok lah.
Lunch was the happiest time of the day. Weiting came to my class to wait for me then we went to eat lunch together. Then when the bell rang I suddenly remembered I needed to hand up Bio worksheets to Ms Saw so I dashed up to class leaving Weiting behind. haha. Sorry weiting!
Eng was the last 2 periods and we got our Eng file. Purple. -.-
Got all the stuffs about rubrics of marking scheme and you know, blah blah.
Lesson finally dismiss le then quickly went to music room to put bag then went to find Ms Saw again to give her some worksheets. I was like standing in front of the glass door but I can't see her. Then i called her then I saw her sitting in her chair sliding out of her compartment which was just 2 compartments in front of me. SO STUPID RIGHT.
Then went to canteen to find sharmaine and brought things up the music room to eat.
Choir started and Mr Poh came super early today. 2 more sec 1s came to audition. *happy*
Sang the song Sunset again but Sop 2s was stuck on the 1st page. Like omg. Then Ms Yin came and she was happy. :) Did warm ups again and I was sleeping while standing and singing. So pro right? No lah,I was so tired that my eyes keep dropping and can't even lift my cheekbones lah. Then Ms Yin saw the Sop 2s so tired and then asked us to sit and then we requested(to be exact,is me & juewen.haha. huishan was huh...-ing when we said to go for a run) to go for a run. So hardworking right? Cos I seriously need to wake myself up before I can sing properly lor. Definitely don't want to faint while in choir. Hahas. Sang until the end of page 3 before we were dismissed, ms yin purposely let us off early cos the new principal set the new rule that the back gate will be closed at 6pm. Like shit lor, stupid new principal. Still must tuck in PE shirt somemore. I miss Dr Foo.
Went home with weiting and now I am here blogging.
Tomorrow's going to be another day. Sigh...