Shall never ever change myself so that I could fit into the group. Friends accept you for who you are. Not accept you the way they want you to be. Then in this case, they will not be called friends anymore. Now I realise, it's quite true that people of the same type hang out with each other,cos only people of the same kind could feel the same way that you feel. You can't force yourself to feel the same way as others. That will be so wrong. Now I really hate the feeling of being the extra one.
I REPEAT: I WILL NEVER EVER CHANGE MYSELF JUST SO MY FRIENDS WILL LIKE ME. FRIENDS WILL LIKE YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE. NOT WHO THEY WANT YOU TO BE.
shall never do that ever again.

p.s.: i'm going to taiwan for immersion programme! :)